---Valerie
✦It is not funny to start to remember stuff about persons you talked with in the past... I don't like my mind.
---Valerie
---Valerie
✦How strange it is to know for a while or maybe to have the feeling that... the snow will be melted for good. Still, inside me my feeling are frozen and I didn't get attached to the warmth. I know what this can cause. I have never told this in the winter.
---Valerie
✦ I opened my Instagram account and I saw someone's story, where they were talking about how some homeless man that was just left on the ground. He was unconscious.
The police didn't care about the homeless man at all and didn't call the ambulance. The homeless man is somehow lucky that someone found and helped him.
...this is heartbreaking and thanks God that on Earth are good people too.
---Valerie
@ ---Valeska Girls have one untold rule: we give a pad to the girl who just got her period (unexpecting) or has not pad because they forgot or something...
---Valerie
✦The first part from "Never Present" is edited and I fixed the plot. But, I didn't translate this yet(lazy me) and I cut a lot from the chapters.
I have to rewrite the next two parts. ( I am afraid that things won't end up good for Clover, ngl.) I AM TIRED.
---Valerie
@ ---Valeska I am scared that I jumped to the last part and... I don't know if I can write it, because I didn't think how should I actually end the whole thing—
---Valerie
@ ---Valeska For 1 second I believed that I didn't rewrite the first 5 chapters from part two (these were posted as part 1, but I changed my mind). Because I have already rewrite them 3 times until now ;)
---Valerie
✦How on Earth I managed to write 10 chapters until now( for the first part)???? Because I didn't notice at all and I was even busy with coping with school stuff and a damn cold. This is how the magic work or what? ;)
---Valerie
@ ---Valeska I wanted to write school trope, but I realized that should be rom-com ;) I think I will cut this part.
---Valerie
✦I am not up to post anything new until I will be done with "Never Present".
I'm already like some leave who is about to decay, because maybe the cold season is coming. I feel safe during winter just for the fact that all the fire and feeling become cold.
Okkk, I am being too much poetic now, eh.
See you in 1-2 months or more with new works, I hope.
Anyway, I'll just update my instagram account with old poems and that's all.
---Valerie
@ ---Valeska Funny how I wrote a huge flashback that keeps 6 chapters and I did not finish it yet... ;)
---Valerie
✦How it's to take words that someone told you and to hide them between your own writing works and to feel like "No one will ever be able to get it."
---Valerie
✦As a 10 years kid I used to listen pop music and nightcore, before to find the rock and etc.
And there was Mika and I found his music funny at that time. But now, when I know english and I look over the lyrics I ask myself if my mind is dirty or the lyrics, because I don't know. ;-;
---Valerie
✦I'm tired too and my soul admits it. I've already done 8 chapters. I'm kinda scared of what I wrote there. But hey, if people can publish smut, why not to publish angst? Plus, be ready to sob, because it's not going to be easy at all. ;))))
---Valerie
✦One thing: NEVER put in the same room an Aquarius and a Scorpio. Because on of them will cry and who's fault? Scorpio. ;)