Jordan

i love you buddy and i'll miss you forever

im so sorry for not being there for you. i miss you every second daddy. please forgive me? i love you so damn much. you were such a brave person. istg it hurts to think you're not wimme anymore. but i believe you're lookin at me from the stars. i hope imma make ya proud one day. i hope you're inna better place now jordan. you were one of the bravest people ive known and im so glad to call myself your daughter. no one can ever replace you daddy dan. i wanna say so much more ig you already know it all and there's no point in writin all of it here. idek why im writin this tbh, i jus miss you so damn much idk what to do... 

where are you?

PLEASE COME ON HERE IM WORRIED SICK BOUT YOU AND MISH!
          WTAF HAPPENED? WHERE ARE YOU TWO? GOD! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COME HERE AND TEMMMEEE

i hope one day you become so fluent in self love that yk your worth like its your mother tongue. i hope one day you get up and see yourself the way i see yourself through my eyes cause then you'd see all the good things in you. i hope one day you jus see how beautiful you are inside and out and that brings a huge smile on your face. i hope one day you start lovin yourself jus the way you love others cause then you'd understand how good it feels to be loved wholly. so stay strong baby, cause ik you're brave and amazin. and i love you so much  

Daddy I miss yuuuu ):

I really hate books that show the protagonist is dying but then some miracle happens and they don't die at the end. Sorry to disappoint you darling, but that doesn't happen. Trust me when I say I know.

WAYWARD SON SPOILER QUOTE
          
          I’d give him all that I am. I’d give him all that I was. I’d open up a vein. I’d tie our hearts together, chamber by chamber.
          
          If this doesn't make you cry then I don't know what will.

Reading a footballer AU fanfiction and crying over it is something that can be so personal.

So I broke my arm.
          This is great.
          Like. So. Great.
          :')