@--Queen__
August 10 2021
Many years have passed since you passed away. I wasn't on Wattpad years ago. I was bored so I went scrolling through old accounts. And to hear that you're dead..
I was expecting to find dead accounts but not actually dead people. Fly high angel
June 21 2021
Years have pass.
It been awhile knowing the truth that you are no longer here with us but in some way I feel like writing to you. I kinda make me think of all the stories you leave unfinished. Forever on a stop. I feel like you don't want that but yet it is. I wonder what books you will writes if you were here. I weird in a way that the books are forever on a stop and still with us in this app. Yet you are not. Today the birds are not singing, the sun not so bright, on days like this should you rest peace.
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Sleep well, forever good night our queen.
I’ve just seen that you um are dead.Im actually crying right now.I rarely cry.I know Rae that you are in a better place.
I read all of your books in one night and I love the way you write seriously your writing is actually so amazing
Oh mY gOd.
I love your books! You're such a good writer, I wish I could write like you. ;-;
Hey long time since i read your book i was crying cause sans is gonna die but then you sacrificed yourself for reader chan and so that sans will love and stuff but thank you for making reader chan happy thxs follow for than of course heh i even cryed but weird for me cause i never cry on anybody so ya
AMEN SISTER! AMEN! WE WILL PROBABLY BE CRYING TOGETHER, SOON
Everyone.... I don't know how you'll handle it, but Rae is dead. This is no joke, she just overdosed last night. She was rushed to the hospital yesterday, but they couldn't revive her, and she was just gone... I was informed by her parents, and I can tell you, I'm still bawling. I'm crying as we speak...or well, as I type... I just came to let everyone else know that that's why she won't ever be updating... again. You think I'm lying still? Try contacting her, it won't work. I know, it's sad... but even as her bestfriend, I have to say this: we all have to move on eventually.... I hope none of your guy's day is as bad as mine has been, and always keep those you love in mind, because you never know who could be suffering....... I've failed.... as a bestfriend... and I apologize to all of you for this misfortune as well, because I fully blame myself......
@An_Actual_Nerd OH MY FUCKING GOSH NO WHY DO I FEEL GUILTY I JUST JOINED THE COMMUNITY THIS YEAR IM SO FUCKING SORRY!!!!! if only I could have told her that I love her... DONT FORGET HER PLEASE PROMISE ME THAT because if you forget her then that means that she's gone forever and I don't want that to happen. Also FUCK BEING A STRANGER, I WANT TO GIVE HER A HUG AND I WANT TO GIVE YOU A HUG THIS SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED OH MY GOSH IF ONLY I COULD GIVE HER MY LIFE SO SHE COULD LIVE INSTEAD! Why does this have to happen? It's so sad... Even though I don't know anybody I still just want to help them. I want them to know they're loved. I want them to feel like life is worth living. Maybe if I had joined Wattpad last year then Rae wouldn't be dead. -slaps self- NO SHUT UP ITS NOT MY FAULT I DONT EVEN KNOW THE POOR GIRL! Nerd, it's not your fault! Yes, you maybe could have done something to save her, but you didn't know that it was this bad! You didn't know that it would end up like this. I love her, and I hope that that's enough for you to not blame yourself. You weren't the one with the pills.
@TalentlessDianne thank you for saying so. Even though it's been a while, her death is still holding a place in my close memories. I'm not blaming myself anymore, and I agree with you that she wouldn't want me to blame myself either. Thank you for this :)
@An_Actual_Nerd I know it has been three months since Rae's death, and I'm sorry if you have already moved on but I just had my stupid self say this message. I totally believe you, but please do not blame yourself on their death, and you did not fail, as her friend, but I just want you to know that she is probably happy where she is now. I just want to tell you that I think you are not the reason to blame, and do not blame yourself, I think Rae wouldn't want you to do that, and yes, I don't have the right to assume her thoughts because I'm just a stranger on this website...
Hey guys. I'm really sorry, but I will not be very active for the time being. My schedule is packed. I spend almost 12 hours at my schools and then sports take up all other time. Please understand I will try my best to keep in touch.
~Rae
One week til school starts..