I'm still feeling down... What happened was, I didn't want anything to do with this one guy, and I started getting hate, I got shoved down the steps, and someone poured their drink on me. It was really bad, and my depression worsened. But the worst part is, I sort of want something to do with that person now. It's complicated, but I still care about them, and it hurts because they've completely ignored me now. And now my best friend is... My ex best friend ditched me for that person. I just down know what to do. It hurts a lot, and I wish it didn't. Sorry I couldn't update Colours, I just thought you should know why.