--staygold--

And it all always ends with "what is the point?" What do u get from pushing yourself through everything? Staying positive ? Staying strong? It always leaves u empty handed and number and overall with nothing but heaviness in ur heart.  Everything will change , it will take a turn but when? It never does.  It always leads to the same point again and again.  Same thing . It is pointless that ... We still try , try to think everything will turn and everything will be fine and just walk out way through it even if we know we are gonna fall again , in this hole , in this never ending loop called life.  Which leaves you numb and leaves only you to pick your own self every single time and let everyone else push and stab you every time . And we still without a support just rise back again cus we got no choice.  Just to go along with the loop untill it comes to an end ...

a_purple_girl

[Sugar's love spam]
          You're full of spring? ❎️
          The spring is full of you! ✅️
          What can't you do? If the spring resides in your heart, each of your breath feels like a literal breeze of serenity. Every word you speak out makes the flowers bloom with joy and every step you take brings you closer to the garden of hope. Where possibilities breed and determination has its roots deep within the soil. The tree of success stands tall because of it. Because of what? Spring! And the spring is full of you. You're still full of spring! Go for it! Everything is in the palm of your hand!

--staygold--

And it all always ends with "what is the point?" What do u get from pushing yourself through everything? Staying positive ? Staying strong? It always leaves u empty handed and number and overall with nothing but heaviness in ur heart.  Everything will change , it will take a turn but when? It never does.  It always leads to the same point again and again.  Same thing . It is pointless that ... We still try , try to think everything will turn and everything will be fine and just walk out way through it even if we know we are gonna fall again , in this hole , in this never ending loop called life.  Which leaves you numb and leaves only you to pick your own self every single time and let everyone else push and stab you every time . And we still without a support just rise back again cus we got no choice.  Just to go along with the loop untill it comes to an end ...

a_purple_girl

(ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ'ˢ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ˢᵖᵃᵐ)
          I think it's obvious, but all the poets have their muse. It might differ based on the poem they write or it stays consistent all throughout. In the end, it all narrows down to a certain thing or a certain someone. But, you know what's interesting? You don't have to be a poet to have a muse. You can have a muse to keep living, to keep on walking towards the future. A muse to keep you breathing and smiling until the sun sets and also to keep you motivated enough to look forward to the rising one. Let's all keep working on ourselves until we find our own muse, yeah?

a_purple_girl

@--staygold--  bro fr... I'm so hopeless there's no end to it
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--staygold--

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@a_purple_girl it does differ and we always yearn to know who our muse is but yeah the best feel comes when we wait and finally our fated muse decides to enter and life writes the rest.  Fuck us hopeless romantics being so in depth with this idea
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