guys my life is FINALLY on the up after four years of actual hell ;-; i'm back in education !! doing travel & tourism at college, and i adore my classmates. i've only been there two weeks and been invited on a little holiday with about eight of my classmates, i'm so excited! I love this course too, I'm planning to go to university in the netherlands (if anyone knows dutch, any tips?) considering i've been before and LOVEDDD it (i just wanna get out of england LOL). and i'm achieving all this because my life didnt end when i was 17 <33
what im saying is, life sucks. life r e a l l y sucks sometimes and absolutely knocks u when ur down. sometimes knocks u again and again and again. BUT, there is always light. always. i'm still depressed and i struggle with ADHD and possible bipolar disorder, and i've gone through my fair share of trauma, but this is my life. i can do as i please with my life. i'm building it back up, to a position i want to be in. please, if you are struggling, speak to somebody. it is not worth losing your life. i know it's hard to believe that, i've been there and i still am there. but things can get better.
i love u all <333