i think i'll be taking a very long break from posting anything from here on out, you guys. things at home took a turn and i just need to leave before i do something i'll regret or worse. i have to move all my stuff out in secret by next week or in two weeks, and then drive back to my home state with my grandparents. it's gonna be super hectic and to be honest, my mental state isn't stable enough to really do anything or process what's really going on, i think? i just feel numb all over. idk, but i really love writing, so i know i'll be back