-ARDAE

How I wished I could find myself among them! 
          -لاكَن لِم يحَصُل ذَالِك. 

لَا السَّيْفُ يَفْعَلُ بِي مَا أَنْتِ فَاعِلَةْ 
                                                وَلَا لِقَاءُ عَدُوِّي مِثْلُ لِقْيَاكِ. 

I wished to continue this relationship, but he doesn't deserve anything from me. He doesn't deserve for me to continue with him. He deserves to be alone and not find someone who truly loves and adores him! 

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 The final chapter 
          _أَشْعُرُ بِالضَّيَاعِ دَاخِلَ نَفْسِي.