tw: ab-se, s3lf h4rm, rant, etc.
ˎˊ˗ hey everyone ! i just wanted to announce that i will be inactive until further notice.
i don't want to be to open, but my father is verbally abusive to my family. it's been destroying me and my mental health. i actually have been harming myself for a few months, and i'm trying to be close to stopping.
school has been a pain, and all my teachers have been loading me with school work, increasing my stress. i need to be able to sort it out before i continue in any extracurricular projects of my own (example: my book). i have a finals soon, which will kill me anyway. i also have been enrolled in summer school, which occupy my schedule for the majority of summer break.
wattpad used to be a total coping mechanism for me. i could be able to drown myself in a fantasy that i could never travel to. but time and this app/website contrasts greatly. i can't find the right time to save place for it. i'm not deleting my account, or anything. there's a chance i might return.
i really, really have enjoyed these past 3 years. i've made friends, which i saw grow with followers and views, and people who supported me ! i appreciate everyone on here, really.
i hope you're all doing well. drink water, eat food, exercise, and rest. you deserve the world. i'm really proud of you for getting this far. i can't imagine the pain you went through/are going through. whenever something goes wrong, it's not the end, no matter how long it will prolong. you can and will get through this. i love you (/p) and i hope you can create the life you deserve.
also, this whole thing was a /srs. if you're going through anything that will put yourself or someone else in harm's way, get the help you deserve. don't feel guilty for taking care of yourself. nothing's wrong with that, and you actually should prize yourself for it. not many people can stand up and acknowledge they need help.
( sorry for the grammatical mistakes i probably made )
