-AXHLXY

to my irl friends who have me added here , don't worry about the message below .
          	
          	okay so i am going to leave wattpad . i know i have said that i'll go back to being active here ever since i returned back like a while ago . but just being here sometimes gives me somewhat cringy and bad memories of my younger self since i really didn't use the internet to talk to others so yeah . 
          	
          	and also to everyone who i've made friends here , thank you for being a friend . i had great moments with you guys and you guys helped me get through stuff . but i think it's time for me to move on with my life and i want to focus on my big dreams and become a better person for good . and as i am writing this , i am getting very emotional as this is hard for me to even say . but thank you so much for everything .
          	
          	and here is a part that you should carefully and this part might get people feeling sad or angry and i am deeply sorry if i made you feel that way .
          	
          	so if i have you added in any of my social media , there is a chance and i might dm you and stop to say a small message to stop being friends . if i do send you a message like that , it's not because of you , it is my choice . i just feel like over time when i have made so much friends online it sometimes gives me a overwhelming feeling that i cannot describe . i had to respond to each of you guys when i could and i don't think i can continue because i have a life . and i'm not saying it feels like a chore . i just think i won't always be there . you guys also have lives outside the internet and you guys can't always be there . and that's fine . eventually , everyone will have a busy and great lives . and that's what i hope for .

-AXHLXY

but i am also thinking of keeping a few of you of my online friends in my friends list because some of you mean very much to me that i consider you guys such great and amazing people who have changed me .
          	  
          	  i doubt i'll ever come back here so please don't expect any return . so i guess this is a goodbye heh . i love you guys <3
          	  
          	  - ash
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-AXHLXY

to my irl friends who have me added here , don't worry about the message below .
          
          okay so i am going to leave wattpad . i know i have said that i'll go back to being active here ever since i returned back like a while ago . but just being here sometimes gives me somewhat cringy and bad memories of my younger self since i really didn't use the internet to talk to others so yeah . 
          
          and also to everyone who i've made friends here , thank you for being a friend . i had great moments with you guys and you guys helped me get through stuff . but i think it's time for me to move on with my life and i want to focus on my big dreams and become a better person for good . and as i am writing this , i am getting very emotional as this is hard for me to even say . but thank you so much for everything .
          
          and here is a part that you should carefully and this part might get people feeling sad or angry and i am deeply sorry if i made you feel that way .
          
          so if i have you added in any of my social media , there is a chance and i might dm you and stop to say a small message to stop being friends . if i do send you a message like that , it's not because of you , it is my choice . i just feel like over time when i have made so much friends online it sometimes gives me a overwhelming feeling that i cannot describe . i had to respond to each of you guys when i could and i don't think i can continue because i have a life . and i'm not saying it feels like a chore . i just think i won't always be there . you guys also have lives outside the internet and you guys can't always be there . and that's fine . eventually , everyone will have a busy and great lives . and that's what i hope for .

-AXHLXY

but i am also thinking of keeping a few of you of my online friends in my friends list because some of you mean very much to me that i consider you guys such great and amazing people who have changed me .
            
            i doubt i'll ever come back here so please don't expect any return . so i guess this is a goodbye heh . i love you guys <3
            
            - ash
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-AXHLXY

i'm a day late but , my condolences go out to technoblade's family and friends . i may not be in the dsmp but i know he has changed many lives . i wish the best of him up there . may he rest in peace , rip technoblade .

luvtism

⤹᪤ ── hey ash !!! i missed u sm <33 how was school ??
          
          i'm cherry btw , just with a new username and a new name ( vivi ) !!

luvtism

⤹᪤ ── yeah ofc !!
            ( @-AXHLXY )
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-AXHLXY

{ @LOTUSLOVEMAIL } oh same i'm in summer break also lol - do you think you can dm me your discord ? i'm more active there than my other social media
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luvtism

⤹᪤ ── 1 ) schools been good !! im on summer break rn and i'm enjoying it a lot
            
            2 ) i mainly use twitter but i also have insta , discord , tiktok and tumblr !! im barely on tumblr tho </3
            ( @-AXHLXY )
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-AXHLXY

um yo guys , uh i'm back , but i'm so sorry , um i forgot who was who because i was so busy for my first year of high school that i ended up finishing a while back , which led me to not really use wattpad and twitter and i actually forgot that i had it . so um unless you are an irl friend , i need reintroduction and once again i'm so deeply sorry .

-AXHLXY

{ @RavenFire2023 } the same goes for me ! glad to also hear you again !
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RavenFire2023

@-AXHLXY yay yay! It’s nice to hear from you again!
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-AXHLXY

{ @RavenFire2023 } omg hiii evie i remember you and have since i was inactive
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Whoknowswhat900

Hey, you doing okay?

-AXHLXY

{ @Whoknowswhat900 } i'm sorry for worrying you
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-AXHLXY

{ @Whoknowswhat900 } omg i'm so sorry i have been inactive for a long time , but i'm doing okay , i need to get active
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addieos__

So @im_the_killer_queen adopted me and ur my sibling
          Hello and what would you like me to call you °³°

-AXHLXY

{ @garnet_nightmares } alr alr i understand 
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addieos__

@-AXHLXY oh nd btw I'm no longer ur sib cause I unadopted myself it was sorta hectic to have 2 sets of families
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-AXHLXY

i'm so sorry i haven't been active here for a while now . right now i'm not in the right space because now a lot of things had happen this month and it affected me a lot . it feels like everything is falling apart . aha . . . gosh , why ? :')

-AXHLXY

{ @RavenFire2023 } yeah , it really does heh . .
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RavenFire2023

@-AXHLXY, it’s alright…life just sucks sometimes huh?
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-AXHLXY

{ @RavenFire2023 } thank you , i also heard what happened to you and i'm sorry things aren't also going well for you . .
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-AXHLXY

probably no ones cares on what i'm about to say ( cause it's not really important sooo )
          
          these past 3 - 4 weeks of school have actually been well , i made a lot of friends and i'm more social , one of my friends is non - binary and told me their pronouns and i told them mines . the school is really supportive of lgbtq + and don't allow any hate or some sort . they also have a gay straight alliance ( sum like that ) . and i am a bit tired and i have a football game to attend this friday cause i'm a band student . but overall it's going well .

-AXHLXY

{ @G0THSL0TH } oooh nice ! i also thought we were the only ones too lol
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G0THSL0TH

Omg our school has a GSA too— I thought it was just an our school thing but I guess not- and yeah dude nice—
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-AXHLXY

{ @The_Real_Monokuma } aaah tysm !! < 3333
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