briO_o
Hey. My friend told me that you could help me with my problem. (I'm not trying to be rude)
briO_o
@-AddictWithAPen- Thanks for the advice. I really appreciate it. I don't want to tell any of the counsellors at my school because I don't want them to talk to my parents. They can't know. My dad has already been questioning me about wearing 12 bracelets on one arm. I just tell him that I think all of the bracelets look cool. I don't purposely tell my friends that are judgmental towards me. I tell my most trusted friends and then they turn on me. I only have one friend that understands me. Besides the ones that I have online. It's @val_229 if you check out her account then you will realize that she is depressed also, so she doesn't really encourage me to stop. My other friends either think I'm doing it for attention or doing it to be closer to Val. I'm not though. I feel like I can't talk to any of my friends about why I am sad. They will just tell me to suck it up, but I am not met to deal with these kind of things. I'm not strong enough. The only reason why I have been pretending to be strong is for my friends and all the people that I love.
-AddictWithAPen-
@briO_o I know how it feels to tell someone, then feel worse about it. What you have to do is tell someone who won't be biased in anyway. What I did was go to the school counselor, and eventually she helped me work up the courage to tell my mom and dad. I've now gone to a doctor and am soon going to try to get free counseling. If you can't tell your parents anything because you know they won't understand and will only make you feel worse, then just tell them the basics, and make it clear that you need help for yourself. Your school counselor or doctor could help you determine what method would be best to help you out of this. That's all of the practical advice I know to give, but please stay strong in all of this. Days are dark, but there is a way out, or a way to cope. You just have to discover it with the help of those around you.
briO_o
@-AddictWithAPen- I haven't got any help from any doctors or counsellors but I've told a few people. Most of the people that I tell just make me feel worse though.
