Hey everybody soo... My grandmother died Tuesday night and it's really hard for me to realized that because this morning I found myself calling her phone, not remembering that's she's gone, I find myself thinking I'm going to her house this weekend so yeah my brain is not realizing that she gone. I'm feeling sort numb, like I can't feel what's happening around me. I don't if this is normal but I'm not crying or anything like my whole body just shut down, sometimes I hear this ringing in my ears when anyone mentioned her name. I don't know if this is normal part for grief or something. If that being said I'm going to go completely offline for a couple of months or even a year, I'm still writing a chapters for the harry Potter and Ben 10 so I'll post those when I can but other than that I'm off.