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I don’t where I should start but I have been facing the most shocking news ever and I could not think that it is not my fault. I shouldn’t be the one crying rn. This is not me who are in pain rn but this awful feeling of guilt is well-present, how will I face her now ? Should I act like nothing happen ? Should I send her a text rn ? Should I apologize ? Idk but god I feel so illegitimate to feel like shit. Thinking about how much in distress she must have been is killing me but I shouldn’t feel like that because she’s the one in pain ! not me ?! For everyone knowing me personally please act like you never read that … I just need to let this out.
Remember that somewhere in this world you’re the most important in someone eyes