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Hello Nickshine -smiles slightly-.
          
          Um, you might not know me. And I was and am to blame for that.
          I used to follow you when you were with us, and I used to really think of you as a cool person I would love to befriend.
          But I never did...
          Your recently made announcements would have so many responses, I would feel like mine would get lost in them.
          I thought you wouldn't want to be my friend because I was and still am such a boring person who isn't worth it.
          Oh, how I regret not doing so.
          Because now you're gone.
          And I'm here, guilty that I never took the opportunity.
          
          I'm sure you were an angel. An angel that had such a long life ahead of him. That was too young. Had yet to know what life's like once you learn how to move past all the struggles and find happiness inside. Find inner peace no matter how chaotic the world is. I'm sorry I never talked to you, though I wanted to. fly high, angel guy, hope to meet you in Heaven, happier than you ever were here.
          
          I hope you've gotten the peace you didn't get here.

Rest in peace, Angel! ♡

@-R0YALTYQXUEEN  yeah my mind got some stupid thoughts too. Sigh.

@-R0YALTYQXUEEN  yeah maybe ig. Ehe but its a like wtf.

@-R0YALTYQXUEEN  fuck ifkr. I saw it and i was like this "0-0"

@-R0YALTYQXUEEN  i am thinking the same thing-

*places a flower down* happy new year Nick...wish you were here ringing in the new year
          
          I shouldve been there for you and I ak sorry for not being there for you when you were suffering. But...i am glad to know you arent suffering anymore...
          
          Miss you buddy

Happy new year !♡
          Wish you a year full of joy happiness luck and success 
          Remember you’re amazing special and precious 
          Ilysm uwu ♥️

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          ❛ well, well, well. this year's coming to an end. i must say, 2O2O wasn't really one of the best years, to be honest. but you, yes you, thank you so much for being a part of my life. you have no idea how much your presence lightened up my dark hours, even my bright days, too. this year has mostly been a nuisance and a complete mess for me, but thank you so much for being there with me and making me understand, that it's position and i can go through this. not everybody's like you, you know? i'm so blessed to have you in my life, and i don't even regret it, man. you've shown me a better side of my life, and made me realise that life's not only shit, give it some time and let it heal, it'll be okay soon. your words were one of the most sweet and comforting, that always put up a smile on my face. when i completely lost hope on life, you gave me strength. even if this year was not that great, it was still 'something' to me which is still a good thing to hear. I couldn't have been this happy and strong without your presence. thank you for existing. i'm sorry, that i'm really bad at showing love, but i'm sure that you are, you were, and you will, forever be in my heart. please take care of yourself, you're doing good, even if you're not doing your best. remember, we're looking at the same sky. happy new year, i love you, precious. ❜
          
          — • Your Suki ♡
          
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I will love ya always nephew sorry I wasn't well all these days. Smfh ya left like this... It's cruel. ;-; I miss ya