-Arisa-

@Nekohabi  I can't wait to see you!

CrowenKing

@-Arisa-  *hugs you back*
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-Arisa-

@Nekohabi  I can't wait to see you!

CrowenKing

@-Arisa-  *hugs you back*
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-Arisa-

I'm caught up in your expectations.
          You try to make me live your dream.
          But I'm causing you so much frustration.
          And you only want the best for me.
          
          You wanted me to show more interest.
          To always keep a big bright smile.
          Be that pinky little perfect princess.
          But I'm not that type of child.
          
          And this storm is rising inside of me.
          Don't you feel that our whole worlds collide?
          It's getting harder to breathe.
          It hurts deep inside.
          
          Just let me be.
          Who I am.
          It's what you really need to understand.
          And I hope so hard for the pain to go away.
          
          And it's torturing me.
          But I can't break free.
          So I cry and cry but just won't get it out.
          The Silent Scream.
          
          Tell me why you're putting pressure on me.
          And everyday you cause me harm.
          That's the reason why I feel so lonely.
          Even though you hold me in your arms.
          
          Wanna put me in a box of glitter.
          But I'm just trying to get right out.
          And now you're feeling so so bitter.
          Because I let you down.
          
          And this storm is rising inside of me.
          Don't you feel that our whole worlds collide?
          It's getting harder to breathe.
          It hurts deep inside.
          
          Just let me be.
          Who I am.
          It's what you really need to understand.
          And I hope so hard for the pain to go away.
          
          And it's torturing me.
          But I can't break free.
          So I cry and cry but just won't get it out.
          The Silent Scream.
          
          Can't you see how I cry for help.
          Cause you should love me just for being myself.
          I'll drown in an ocean.
          Of pain and emotion.
          If you don't save me right away.
          
          Just let me be.
          Who I am.
          It's what you really need to understand.
          And I hope so hard for the pain to go away.
          
          And it's torturing me.
          But I can't break free.
          So I cry and cry but just won't get it out.
          The Silent Scream.
          
          My Silent Scream...

-Arisa-

"If you were livingI would descend the deepest of pits,Wander the darkness forever as a shadowOur memories still drift vividlyYou’re goneI knowThe sun rises, rises, purifies my worldA tepid wind carries off the tattoo carved into my mind.
          
          
          If it would bring theseSacrifice my voiceA vivid scar and this despairYour warmth that overwhelms all my sadnessI yearned for itEven if it is just an illusion.The fading, fading warmth takes me awayI want to fall asleep in your forgiving embraceThe sun rises, rises, purifies my worldI want to fall asleep in your forgiving embraceThe fading, fading warmth takes me awayA tepid wind carries off the tattoo carved into my mindMemories are wearing thin with time.I forget, it all fades,Your voice vanishes amidst the noise of a crowd.It falls apart, I lose my grip,I forget, without a trace,Your voice becomes static."

-Arisa-

Seid ihr das Essen?
          Nein, wir sind der Jäger!
          
          
          Fumareta hana no   namae mo shirazu ni
          Chi ni ochita tori wa   kaze o machiwabiru
          
          Inotta tokoro de   nani mo kawaranai
          ⟪Ima⟫ o kaeru no wa   tatakau kakugo da…
          
          Shikabane fumikoete   susumu ishi o   warau buta yo
          Kachiku no annei   …kyogi no hanei …shiseru garou no “jiyuu” o!
          
          Torawareta kutsujoku wa   hangeki no ↢koushi↢ da   jouheki no sono kanata   emono o hofuru ⟪jäger⟫
          Hotobashiru ⟪shoudou⟫ ni   sono mi o yakinagara   tasogare ni hi o ugatsu――
          
          ↢Guren no yumiya↢
          
          Ya o tsugae oikakeru   yatsu wa nigasanai
          Ya o hanachi oitsumeru   kesshite nigasanai
          Genkai made hikishiboru   hachikiresou na tsuru
          ⟪Yatsu⟫ ga ikitaeru made   nando de mo hanatsu
          
          Emono o korosu no wa
          ⟪Dougu⟫ de mo   gijutsu de mo nai
          Togisumasareta   omae jishin no satsui da
          
          Wir sind die Jäger ⦆ ➸ Honoo no you ni atsuku!
          Wir sind die Jäger ⦆ ➸ Koori no you ni hiyayaka ni!
          Wir sind die Jäger ⦆ ➸ Onore o ya ni komete!
          Wir sind die Jäger ⦆ ➸ Subete o tsuranuite yuke
          
          Nanika o kaeru koto ga dekiru no wa
          Nanika o suteru koto ga dekiru mono
          Nani hitotsu ⟪risuku⟫ nado   seowanai mama de   nanika ga kanau nado……
          
          Angu no soutei   …tada no genei   …ima wa mubou na yuuki mo…
          “Jiyuu” no senpei   …kake no kousei
          Hashiru dorei ni shouri o!
          
          Kaserareta fujouri wa   shingeki no ↢koushi↢ da
          Ubawareta sono chihei   “sekai” o nozomu ⟪Eren⟫
          Tomedonaki ⟪shoudou⟫ ni   sono mi o okasarenagara   yoiyami ni shi o hakobu――
          
          

-Arisa-

koboredesu itami sae nijinda kage he to kuchihateta
          utsuwari ga kirisaita chikai no shita de kazashita te no hira
          aganai wo michibite ita setsuna no tenshi
          kuruwaseteta yoru wa izanae
          
          sekai ga owari wo tsugetemo
          saigo no kibou idakitai
          chikatta ano hi ano basho de
          tomo mo to asu no tame ni
          kanashimi ni michita 
          utsuro na kyouzou
          kuzurete yuku kokoro wo aganae
          
          Ikusen no toki no naka samayoi tsuzuketa kimi no te ga
          eien no nemuri he to ochite yuku boku wo hikiyoseta
          furueru yubisaki he tsutau setsuna no negai
          tsuzurateta kotoba ga kagayaku
          
          namida wa kareru koto mo naku
          asu he to tada nagarete yuku
          mezameta ano hi anobasho de 
          tomo to asu no tame ni
          
          toki hanatsu kotoba mo itsuka ha
          bokura wo iyasu monogatari
          kagami ni utsushidasu sugata 
          terasu hikari
          
          saigo no kibou idakitai
          chikatta ano hi ano basho de
          tomo mo to asu no tame ni
          
          owaru koto nai
          namida wo dakishime
          utsushiki rakuen wo aishite
          kuzurete yuku kokoro wo aganae