-ArsenicAggrxsion-
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((Triggers warning of flashbacks, rape, eating disorder, self harm and suicide. I’m so fucking sorry. I can’t do anything right. Everything’s getting too much. My minds going to suit. Flashbacks happening nearly every hour. The rape fucking destroyed me and I hate it. I can barely. Breathe anymore. My eating disorder is back. Eli either don’t eat or I force myself to throw up. I was clean for a few weeks but I relapsed. I’m sorry. I’m so fucking close to turning 6 attempts to 7. I’m done with life. I’m sorry to disappoint all of you. I need to go.