Hey, I doubt anyone on here really wants to bother talking to me, and that's fine. I've been super MIA lately, and I'm sorry. I haven't really been sleeping, and I'm just stuck in this really dark place mentally (the land of anxiety attacks for no reason). Sorry for bothering anyone who reads this, I just felt like I needed to justify my absence and put out what I'm feeling for... someone (anyone)... to see. I know it's dumb