@-CRASHINGTHEMODE You could have saved a lot, that's true, but at the end of the day You've learned and grown from where you were before, you acknowledge the issue. Unfortunately not a lot of people are taught that communication matters and we have to figure it out with growing, and that's not really your fault at the end of the day. Yeah, it feels like it is because you lost some things, but you gained respect and understanding after the consequences, you've grown, regardless of if you think you have. Try not to dwell too much, look forward and learn as you go, life's a weird process but you're making it through