Jason

@-CausticToxicity- I've been following you for about 4 years now dude, your a funny and cool guy. And its for these reasons all the more why it hurts to see many aspects of your deteriorate over the course of those four years. If you ever need someone to talk to, I along with several other people are more than eager to talk to you.

I never wanted much in life. I was content with just having family. I've always been poor, and that was okay. I dropped out of high school and that was fine. I have never had a single friend in all my life. That's okay. I had my family.
            
            Here we are.

I can't believe I used to worry about publishing stories here. I can't believe I used to hunch over my phone in class and hide my phone as I read fanfiction. It all seems so tiny now. I remember my sixth birthday like it was yesterday and for the first time in my life, I wouldn't mind going back to that.
            
            I want to get up and throw things. I want to get angry, fight and scream. Break my hands. I want to hold my family close and tell them all what they mean to me, flaws and all. I want to show the world that I can get back up again and again because that's what being a human means.
            
            But getting up hurts so fucking bad and I get burned every time I try.

@SaintSp00ks A claymore in the microwave is too nice. Gotta go for something worse. Like stealing his airfryer. Or better yet, claymore in the airfryer... would never expect it in the airfryer

@-CausticToxicity- Writing his name down on the naughty list. He's not getting coal this year, instead he's getting claymore in the microwave. 

@-CausticToxicity- It's all good. I and many others just hope you feel better soon. I'm not great at comforting people, but this is my attempt

I feel so selfish

I'm sorry for the people that read this stuff. And if no one does, I'm sorry for assuming. Makes me seem full of myself.
            
            It doesn't make me feel better. The venting. It's a desperate attempt at something but I can't place my finger on exactly what. It's a knee jerk reaction that doesn't really achieve anything. Nothing but regret. Regret.
            
            Fuck

@MrChillz next update they're adding a loaner necramech for new war

@-CausticToxicity- basic thing i can say as someone who went through something like this. 
            
            do planets and the story, save platinum, save orokin batterys and reactors, and take some time just to look through all the menus and stuff to get a better understanding

@-CausticToxicity- Just focus on completing planets, doing public lobby defense missions for 4x XP, and learning how to properly use your abilities. 
            
            Fair warning, to get to all of the late game story missions like The New War, you have to complete Heart of Deimos and grind the fuck out of Cambian Drift on Deimos for materials to build the Nechramech Void Rig. Buy a fishing spear and a mining tool to get the rarer materials. It took me a week to grind for everything for the Nechramech.
            
            I wish you very good luck. The Warframe grind is a really REALLY tough one, but can be very fun. 
            
            Also Warframe 1999 is so damn worth the grind. You won't be disappointed.

May she find peace wherever she may reside

@-CausticToxicity- 
            
            May You who are the source of mercy shelter them beneath Your wings eternally, and bind their souls among the living, that they may rest in peace. And let us say: Amen.
            
            Eternal rest grant unto them, O Lord, and let perpetual light shine upon them. May their souls and the souls of all the faithful departed, through the mercy of God, rest in peace. Amen.
            
            While I myself am not a holy man, I feel it fitting. I hope she is able to find peace wherever she is now, and I'm sure she is looking down on you and protecting you...

@The-Last-Hunter Only 49.

@-CausticToxicity- definitely go spend time with her, most things aren't missed until you finally and fully process that it's gone and never coming back.  Make the best of the time she has while she still has it.

@-CausticToxicity- go spend time with her mate, the lot of us will be here for you when it happens, besides screaming into a caring void is better then nothing

@-CausticToxicity- Fuck man, I'm sorry. My uncles got cancer right now. It's a whole crazy process, and every day, it's something new. Just try your best to stay strong, yeah? It's what she would want.

@-CausticToxicity- Make amends, tell her you love her, and when its time, live if not for yourself, then for her

No matter what happens, don't let it halt your life. 

@-CausticToxicity- keep living life with a heart full of love. I know it sounds cheesy, but hold on to all the love you have. Never give up on life, even if life gives up on you

@-CausticToxicity- Oof, I'm sorry to hear that, no one deserves that kind of fate, wish of luck to your mom!

I'm sorry, it won't be pretty but if you lot caught it early you might be able to save her

I’m sorry, I hope they pull through. I’ve lost family to cancer, and no one deserves it