Windstorm 👻

(( I like to think that if Hermittpad is a family, I am the distant cousin who came to visit and has no idea what the actual duck is going on XD
          
          Anyways,
          
          1. I have an Ao3 for fics and stuff, but my current motivation is for MHA so uh, if you wanna fully understand my stuff, watch it, ig? https://archiveofourown.org/users/BreezinBy
          
          2. I might make a book here outlining details on my favorite OCs, which means all my RP ones and some others-
          
          3. I've come to the conclusion that I have about three different personalities in me based on really quick mood shifts, and this is the least important one but I wanted to talk more so yeA- 
          
          Ok thats it, bYe

((It's really wild how time passes, eh?
          
          We're past two years of this account, and more than a month since significant activity from me....
          
          
          Not that it matters, though. Time marches on, and people do too. Just maybe not me.))

((Hi, just thought I'd mention and clarify that I am, in fact, alive, and check my notifs everyday even though I know it'll probably be empty--))

((So uh- HAPPY NEW YEARS FROM CST- (my timezones lmao)))

(( It's lonely here lol 
          
          Hi ))

((Honestly I've been lying to myself.
          
          I stayed because I like the company, but uhhh what company? No one is here anymore, and now I'm just sad each time I open Wattpad and I see that nothing's happened here while plenty laughs were made on other people's profiles. I know, it's selfish.))

((
          
          I've come to a realization.
          
          
          My social situation here is no better than irl.
          
          
          Ppl online still don't say anything unless I say something just like irl
          
          Ppl online don't notice me just like irl
          
          Ppl online don't talk to me really just like irl
          
          Ppl online.. well, I still feel just as lonely.
          
          
          Ah, the feeling I feel most all the.time. Loneliness.
          
          Always an outcast amongst friends.
          
          I mean, it is my fault, but I just realized that I was a fool for thinking it'd actually be any different.
          
          
          Because oh, nO, people like spOntAneOus people! Or the people who could at least put oN a chaotic act! Or people who aren't trapped inside their birdcages!
          
          Because nO, I'm not chaotic like everyone else and nO I don't have the same freedoms!
          
          THAT is why I can't have people really talk to me.
          
          
          
          Because I'm boring.
          
          
          Hell, if I made a whole new identity for a bit with a chaotic personality, I bet you'd like fake me more.
          
          But I don't want to try it bc I'm.afraid of being right.
          
          Because if it's true, then I have to do what I don't like doing: Having to always hide.
          
          I don't want to hide. But in order for people to like me, I HAVE to hide in some way or form or I'll scare people away from me, proof shown when less and less people come talk to me.
          
          Even what you see now? It's not the full me. You never did see.the entire me.
          
          And I hate that. ))

(( Broken humor? https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bawmxQE_Fj0&t=79s .
          ))

((Hi,
          
          So my uncle is an anti-vaxxer AND happens to be a toxic white Republican supporter!
          
          Joy! :/
          
          
          
          
          As if my family wasn't already questionable omfg-))

(( How I get frustrated quickly:
          
          1. Go to comments in videos about bedrock edition Minecraft
          
          2. Read the comments talking about how they hate bedrock, how bedrock has so much bugs and is incomparable etc etc
          
          Like srsly-
          
          My mc runs VERY smooth, you only have to wait like 5-30 seconds to download something, no you NOT fall out of worlds, YES we have mods believe it or not, it's a single click install for add-ons, why TF is hypixel so important, literally just use external sites to get stuff, you don't need a Microsoft account just use your Gmail, why do you even hate bedrock for no reason bruh,   bruh not everyone does redstone -_-, not everybody does servers.....
          
          
          
          Shall I continue to debunk claims on a SINGLE YouTube thread? Like, I won't lie, Java is cool, but the arguments that people make against bedrock are refutable, saying this as a person who's played bedrock for 5 plus years now.
          
          
          Ok rant over unless I see another incredibly overused argument, Axcee out.))