-ColdButBeautiful

Most times I really make so wrong decision. But there are some decisions that I made and I am glad I made it. Usually I chose wrong people, but there are some who were right people. And I wish I could tell them how much they mean to me but I guess it will be awkward. lol But why is it awkward? What's wrong with showing people how much they mean to us, how much we appreciate their existence in our lives? For not leaving us, for being here when it was hard for them to be by our sides. for always taking care of our emotions, for always trying to understand us. for always loving us. Sometimes I really really want to tell them that I am glad I met them, that I am glad our friendship never end, that I am glad they hold me, that I am glad my texts never bother them, and I am glad I am important person for them. But I can't tell them, probably bc I always wait for perfect moment, a suitable time. Or maybe I am a bit shy to tell. But I really want them to know. Because there are many people who wouldn't do what they do for us. And tbh, even when my own parents didn't believe in me, they believed in me. And even when I was wrong to them, they always keep understanding me. And the reason why I know what friendship means are them. And I like it, I like having true friends who just have so many reasons to leave, but don't leave us. And because of that, I really want to be a good friend :)

-ColdButBeautiful

@Meemo1409 My pleasure :) I am so glad I could do that to you :) 
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Meemo1409

@-ColdButBeautiful thank youuuu so so so much you just made my day!
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-ColdButBeautiful

@Meemo1409 Awww you are so sweet person. I hope you experience all the best things too bc you deserve all the nice things. And thanks for ur comments, I appreciate and love them :) Ps. I think people around u feel happy to be ur friend bc u are so so nice person. 
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-ColdButBeautiful

Most times I really make so wrong decision. But there are some decisions that I made and I am glad I made it. Usually I chose wrong people, but there are some who were right people. And I wish I could tell them how much they mean to me but I guess it will be awkward. lol But why is it awkward? What's wrong with showing people how much they mean to us, how much we appreciate their existence in our lives? For not leaving us, for being here when it was hard for them to be by our sides. for always taking care of our emotions, for always trying to understand us. for always loving us. Sometimes I really really want to tell them that I am glad I met them, that I am glad our friendship never end, that I am glad they hold me, that I am glad my texts never bother them, and I am glad I am important person for them. But I can't tell them, probably bc I always wait for perfect moment, a suitable time. Or maybe I am a bit shy to tell. But I really want them to know. Because there are many people who wouldn't do what they do for us. And tbh, even when my own parents didn't believe in me, they believed in me. And even when I was wrong to them, they always keep understanding me. And the reason why I know what friendship means are them. And I like it, I like having true friends who just have so many reasons to leave, but don't leave us. And because of that, I really want to be a good friend :)

-ColdButBeautiful

@Meemo1409 My pleasure :) I am so glad I could do that to you :) 
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Meemo1409

@-ColdButBeautiful thank youuuu so so so much you just made my day!
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-ColdButBeautiful

@Meemo1409 Awww you are so sweet person. I hope you experience all the best things too bc you deserve all the nice things. And thanks for ur comments, I appreciate and love them :) Ps. I think people around u feel happy to be ur friend bc u are so so nice person. 
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Thanks so much for the follow!! Your account is adorable!!❤️☺️

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Of course!! And thank you love!!❤️
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-ColdButBeautiful

@heavenblossoms Awww you are so sweet, thanks <3 You account is also so lovely ❤
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-ColdButBeautiful

Wow things that happens in America is so wrong. Like no abortions? WTF!! I am sure it's not "American Dream", and it's not that America I always praised. America and women role there always motivated me, I wondered how free women could be there. Because of them I believe women's right and am feminism.
          
          I can't get it, why do some a*shole men decides what women do to their body?! They don't even have periods and don't know how much women can go through! 
          
          Also, I really really don't understand those who agrees to "no abortions politic". I am Christian, but I think there is nothing wrong with it. It won't make you bad person, and you won't go to hell because of it. 
          
          I really hope it will change soon. Women's body, women's right! No one should decide what women do to their body! It's wrong! I can't imagine how stressful it must be to those who lives there. But I am sure everything will be fine, maybe not now but soon. We all know how strong and free Americans are. They won't stop fight until they win. 

-ColdButBeautiful

Sometimes I am scared of growing up process... But then I remember I am gonna have my "golden birthday" soon. Which is really "once in a lifetime event" lol Because my age will match the day I was born. 
          And I already plan how I will celebrate it lmaoo 
          I really hope I will be able to achieve everything I planned before it. Plus, it's never too late to start. So I guess if I fail for the first time, I will start trying again and again. Because, I believe dreams can come true. 

-ColdButBeautiful

All my life I thought girls and generally females were the ones who were discriminated. 
          
          Yeah, I was wrong... 
          
          Because boys are discriminated too. 
          
          Everyone talks about how much standards people make for girls, but nobody talks about how much standards people make for boys. 
          
          But the difference is that girls try to change it, but boys don't. (anyway, it's what happens here) 
          
          And I really really feel sorry for boys. 
          
          Some days ago, I saw little boy who wanted flower crown. His mum didn't let him wear it saying: "it's for girls" The boy looked so sad. He definitely wanted to wear it. 
          
          Like if we, girls can wear shorts, suits, trousers, dark colours, why can't boys wear skirts, pink and so called "girls colours" outfits. Or why can't they wear flower crown. 
          
          Even about personality, they are standarded. 
          For example, girls can cry, yell, break down. But boys can't do it. In real life, I rarely see boys who cry. And even in some movies, they show girls breaking down and crying too loudly, but they only show boys who has one or two tears. Like why? They are humans too. and it's normal reaction to cry when u r in pain. But yeah, many doesn't get it. Many think boys who cry are weak. Damn, I cry but I don't consider myself as a weak person lmao So why are they? 
          

-ColdButBeautiful

Some people really confuse me. How are they so kind even tho you done wrong. Like really really kind. People like them, makes me believe that not all human are the same, some are really sweet and deserve the whole world. And the saddest thing is that people like them, kind people, always gets hurt more. and even after that they are kind to you, they care about you and they wish all the best to you. Oh I wish I never been harsh toward them. I need to control my Scorpio nature. lmaoo 

-ColdButBeautiful

Me at 3 am: I should sleep, it's late & I will fall asleep on my class... 
          
          Coffee: It's ok dearling, you can stay as much as you want. I've got u. 
          
          Me: *Hugs* Thank you Coffee. 
          
          

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            Me but with Monster and amino acid lmao
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@Inkawa_9 Awww you are so sweett!!! 
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