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Hey, quick vent. If your not in the right headspace to read this, please don't.
I feel so fucking useless right now. My mom is breaking down, my dad is pissed off at everything, and my little brother is caught in the middle. Baby is finally asleep, but not before I got in trouble by my parents for literally nothing.
My parents have been bickering about each other to me, my dad is still working at his job (construction) and my siblings need me to cater to their every need or i get yelled at for "instigating" a fight.
Does it help that im the oldest, that im the only lgbtq+ child, that I'm something my parents don't understand? No. No it fucking doesn't. Nothing helps. Not like I can do shit about it either.
I feel like maybe it would be better if i just fucking off and died sometimes. But i won't, because i know that it would mean my friends would too. Everything is stupid, i hate existing, and all i want is to sleep without being called a lazy fucking asshole.
Sorry. Rant over.