-DDAENGTAN

i’m very excited.. because my birthday is in 20 days and even though no one will celebrate with me it’s still a sign that i made it ☺️

-DDAENGTAN

please help me get through today

-DDAENGTAN

i wanted to be noticed because i’m often ignored, but not in the face. not when it hurts like this. not when you yell at me without knowing anything, stepping over me because you know i won’t say no, purposely ignoring me yet begging for me only when you want something. can nobody tell? can nobody see? is this all truly my fault? if so, i’m sorry, if my talking bothers you so much i won’t speak at all. if my attempts at trying to be good at things you like so we can be friends bother you, i won’t do it anymore. if you hate me existing that much then maybe i just won’t exist.
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-DDAENGTAN

it feels like i failed in everything. i feel so useless and i’m certain that everyone hates me so. please make it stop.
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-DDAENGTAN

hi jin. thank you for being there for me. i really hope you do love yourself through the difficult times. sincerely hoping your happy out there, somewhere, even though it’s far away from me. i’m always on your side. don’t worry the hard times will pass i promise. i know it because you deserve it more than anyone. you’ve come so far, keep shining. you are a bright star. don’t give up, don’t hurt, don’t cry, it’s okay. even though it’s okay is an empty phrase. i understand if you do give up, hurt and cry. i don’t blame you for anything. so don’t blame yourself. be there for yourself, the way you are there for us and we are there for you. that way i am certain your light will keep shining. and it’ll never go out. goodnight and 너무 사랑해요 진.

-DDAENGTAN

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