genuinely feel like I’m always coming back from cosmetology school drained out of all of my energy and leaving with having the urge to do absolutely f*cking nothing. I have so many ideas and plots in mind for new chapters or even new fics I’d like to publish but I just lack the motivation to do so. Sometimes I wish I had more time to just be a ‘kid’ and not have to worry about my future/career all the time. I’m 18 for crying out loud! I just wish the universe would give me a break. Even if it’s for a day to let me indulge in my hobby that i really do love, writing.