-achiinn

Update?

Ayoo Happy New Year musta ka na mhiema

Hiii!!! It’s been awhile!!! Hope you’re doing well achi!

I've been thinking too much lately that I don't know what's going on in my mind- in my self . I decided to sleep all day to forget everything..I choose to be alone for awhile as I don't want to talk with somebody. I mute all the conversations in my phone except to those important messages. 
          My fingers itches to tap some people that I would like to talk to ease the weigh iam feeling right now. I'm not suffering any financial nor family problems but i don't know why there's a sadness is engulfing inside me that I couldn't understand... 
          
          So in the end i let myself bottled up the loneliness I felt deep inside.. I want people see me smiling often I don't want to look like a weakling shit...I don't cry easily... I can control my emotions if I'm with the people around me... That's what Iam...and that's how I live.
          
          ❤

Hii..kumusta na po yung butiki and lamok nyo? Condolence..i didn't expect that even pets get depress:(( 

This is such a very lesson to me that i should be sure to have any back up or before I published a chapter I'll post in in tmblr or AO3...
          
          And maybe I should make a decision..
          
          I'll published my full story in Ao3 or tmblr first before transferring here...

Dear Followers..
          
          I am very upset right now,Super upset cause wattpad deleted my TR onshots collection and I already have 153k reads..
          
          Ahhh!!! I want to shout in the middle of the night.. I never had any back up of my oneshots and what hurts the most..There's already finished edited that supposed to be published tonight but its gone..
          
          So to all who make request for oneshots..
          
          I'm sorry ... Very sorry ..
          
          *author chan is crying right now and I have a exam tomorrow..

Hey! i would loved to have a request
          can you make other shinichiro ff?
          just like the "tainted innocence"
          i really really like that ff of your's
          

Uhh..How do is start with these??
          
          Um Dear Followers, 
          
               My deepest apology as I, Author chan can't still update more chapters this November or until TR ends especially it will really ends next week like freaking hell 4 days to go? Actually I'm not disappointed at the ending Honestly it makes me happy like I'm screaming around the house and my mom is madly yelling at me why her 18 years only daughter still a mentally unstable ... Well, it's wakui's fault he gave me a panel of Freaking SANO SHINICHIRO who' looks so hot in suit attending takemitchi's wedding... I don't care if the Haitani Bro's, Waka, Kokonui are look so gorgeous around, Mikey who's future appearance made his fan girls screams in any social media platforms but my eyes only centered on his 37 years old Big Brother... I don't know if start from now on I should call him LOVE? SWEETYPIE? DADDY- oh anyways, he doesn't change!! Like his face /feature.. Shinichiro still look the same.. He's aging up but he never change like damn papa he's a rare weed..no comparing it's a madafacking scaryy
          
          Okay, so wakui made me suffers reading 200+ depressing chapters then he drops 2 happy chapters then that's it... Happy ending ... Blah blah.. But I don't care if after takehina's wedding there will be next .. I only care for shin to die still being single.. I wanna be a selfish here!! I can't stand seeing my man with another woman!! If you don't understand what my feelings towards that fictional character well I'll do anything for him if he's real.. He's my obsession THAT'S IT!!
          
          

Don't freaking do this to me wakui!!
          
          Tokyo revengers volume 30 SHINICHIRO is actually the last volume of the series???!!
          
          *crying* I don't wanna end it!! I will gonna miss themm!! I know the animation is still on going but there's still a missing pieces in me like when I watch the season two animation - I don't even know what to feel if that moment came like.. It's sad..and happy at the same time..
          
          They are my therapy and the reason why I need therapy..