I doubt anyone remembers me. Or still reads my stuff. Or cares about me anymore. Or hopes I'll get better.
I'm getting disconnected because of stupid mistakes I've made. Best friends only last but a year. Hell, maybe even less.
I want to talk with them. Laugh with them. Feel connected like I used to do. Something happens. I don't do my schoolwork, tell my other friends about them, do something wrong. Who knows me anymore? Who remembers the good times we had? Who remembers my school troubles? I remember the names.
Pidge, Michaella, Emma, Husky, Pj, Ravana. Mina, Dia, Mystic, Rin, Stal. Sam, Chris, Ashlyn, Kyle.
I want them all back. But I can't have them. Wattpad. Not allowed. Minecraft. Not allowed. Discord. Not allowed.
I still sneak, but it's like they don't appreciate the trouble I go through.
I get caught for them. Can't I just get a friend who'll stay with me for more than a year? Damn gender. Just someone who remembers me. Someone...