-Despair_Hope-

Jesus christ, i just took a visit on this app and im surprised im still seeing some few of my moots and fav authors still active, despite how. absolute dogshit this app has become LMAOOOO
          	
          	i've also read my last msg here on my board. thing... so i wanna leave a msg here ig, specifically for my old mutuals here (if theyre still active, to which ill be surprised about).
          	
          	Hi. Im Desu. I used to go by Despair, but i dropped that online name off since 4-5 years ago. Im 17, turning 18 this year, and im FtM Trans (he/him)! Crazy right? I remember how 2 years ago, I wanted to come back to this app and mostly post abt OC contents.. But I wanna say that I gave up on it and officially dropped this app for good. Wattpad isnt the same as back then, and honestly? I don't see why I should be here, it'd be just a waste of my time.
          	
          	I've been very busy w/ personal life too as well. Senior highschool is BUSY busy i tell you, being an 11th grader and all. I did met some good friends tho (online and irl) and i'm in a relationship w/ a loving boyfriend <333 life's not rly the best because of. well, issues ofc, but i've been doing fine. 
          	
          	If you wanna see me around or contact me, my Insta is @//desu.licious :]] (no // btw, mind u). That would be all! If my old mutuals are reading this, I hope everything's going well for you <33

crystal_heart_386

Desu, it's incredibly sad to hear that you're leaving Wattpad for good. I've missed you desperately and your unique presence here. Your stories and creativity brought so much joy and inspiration. It's understandable that life has gotten busy and Wattpad isn’t what it used to be, but it’s still hard to see you go.
          	  
          	  I'm glad to hear you’ve been doing well, making new friends, and finding love. Even though life isn’t perfect, it sounds like you’re navigating it with strength and resilience. Senior year can be so hectic, but it’s great that you’re finding your way and staying true to yourself.
          	  
          	  If any of our old mutuals are still around, I’m sure they feel the same way. You’ve left a mark on all of us, and we’ll always cherish the memories. Take care, Desu, and best of luck in everything you do. If anyone wants to keep in touch with Desu, you can find him on Instagram at @desu.licious. Sending you all the best. 
          	  
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-Despair_Hope-

Jesus christ, i just took a visit on this app and im surprised im still seeing some few of my moots and fav authors still active, despite how. absolute dogshit this app has become LMAOOOO
          
          i've also read my last msg here on my board. thing... so i wanna leave a msg here ig, specifically for my old mutuals here (if theyre still active, to which ill be surprised about).
          
          Hi. Im Desu. I used to go by Despair, but i dropped that online name off since 4-5 years ago. Im 17, turning 18 this year, and im FtM Trans (he/him)! Crazy right? I remember how 2 years ago, I wanted to come back to this app and mostly post abt OC contents.. But I wanna say that I gave up on it and officially dropped this app for good. Wattpad isnt the same as back then, and honestly? I don't see why I should be here, it'd be just a waste of my time.
          
          I've been very busy w/ personal life too as well. Senior highschool is BUSY busy i tell you, being an 11th grader and all. I did met some good friends tho (online and irl) and i'm in a relationship w/ a loving boyfriend <333 life's not rly the best because of. well, issues ofc, but i've been doing fine. 
          
          If you wanna see me around or contact me, my Insta is @//desu.licious :]] (no // btw, mind u). That would be all! If my old mutuals are reading this, I hope everything's going well for you <33

crystal_heart_386

Desu, it's incredibly sad to hear that you're leaving Wattpad for good. I've missed you desperately and your unique presence here. Your stories and creativity brought so much joy and inspiration. It's understandable that life has gotten busy and Wattpad isn’t what it used to be, but it’s still hard to see you go.
            
            I'm glad to hear you’ve been doing well, making new friends, and finding love. Even though life isn’t perfect, it sounds like you’re navigating it with strength and resilience. Senior year can be so hectic, but it’s great that you’re finding your way and staying true to yourself.
            
            If any of our old mutuals are still around, I’m sure they feel the same way. You’ve left a mark on all of us, and we’ll always cherish the memories. Take care, Desu, and best of luck in everything you do. If anyone wants to keep in touch with Desu, you can find him on Instagram at @desu.licious. Sending you all the best. 
            
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-Despair_Hope-

Oh lord uh hi its beennnn. AWHILE !! hi
          
          I still remember that I got in wattpad when I was around. 10-12 yrs old? Ugh, and I used to go by "Despair" too here bc of how much of a danganronpa fan I am. Did alot of stuff here in this acc, and looking back it was so cringy asf, but memorable in a way bc i surprisingly made friends here.
          
          But now Im turning 16 this year, and I now go by "Desu." A part of me wants to reconnect with some of my old friends here to tell them the things that happened to me, good and bad, and how much i've developed these years. And also bc i miss them
          
          But yk, im not so sure if majority of them still has wattpad, i mean-
          For me, i got tired on this app. Its to the point that its hard for me to reconnect here no matter how many times I tried. I think thats fine though, its something normal and common that happens between majority of us, yea? So i'm pretty much sure the same goes for them too.
          
          Anyways, if an old friend of mine sees this, hi!! lets catch up <33 Wattpad doesnt notify me though, but Im certainly active in Discord and sometimes in Insta. Would luv to talk again 
          
          With much love,
          Desu (Formerly known as Despair) 

Queen_Waifu

@Ethan_liberator
          
          Guess what time it is ? It’s Pokemon training time ~ ! ^w^

Ethan_liberator

@-Despair_Hope- yeah I was meant to probably get rid of them
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-Despair_Hope-

@Ethan_liberator *looks at the guns* o-oh,,, u have a- a gun- *sweats nervously*
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Ethan_liberator

@-Despair_Hope- :P *yeets away my guns cuz I don’t wanna risk getting my ass kicked by the law*
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Queen_Waifu

Ah yes , wholesome beans in their natural habitat 
          
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          *slowly grabs a pokeball 
          
          I gotta catch them all O W O

-Despair_Hope-

@Queen_Waifu *sniffles* guess im stuck here now,, u better take care of me maia, being in here sucks already T-T
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Queen_Waifu

@-Despair_Hope- *throws confetti in the air
            
            *you got a Despair Hope !*
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-Despair_Hope-

contemplating if i shouldddd introduce my e-boy looking shy quiet oc i have orrr my fav tall boy oc ヽ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ ehe my fellow (mayhaps dead) followers who sees this, choose one for me-

DeterminatedGirl

@-Despair_Hope- LMFAO just saw this hey aren't you in class rn too LMAO-anyways BOTH I WANNA SEE BOTH<333333
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