Omg, no way, I feel like a terrible partner, yay! And I have so many things happening in my life, I feel like the world would be better without me because I know that when people say they need me, they're just lying because I know that nobody would EVER want me to stay, and I feel like I have no one to trust because If I did, they would have problems they would tell me instead, and yes, I would be there, but who would be there for me? Nobody. And not even, I feel like I can't trust anybody, and I want to die because if I did, nobody would notice and they wouldn't even care, there are so many things I wish for, but they never come true. I have nobody there, my mental health is so bad and I feel like any day now I will just... go without any warning.