-DollHouse-

He answered you guys but then he threw the phone.... And now he's in a corner crying and screaming.. -Fallen 

awake_and_unafraid

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Fuck yesterday was 11 months and you're still not back. It's still not real to me. I probably wasn't effected nearly as much as your family but I still miss you. I don't know anymore. I've been pretty shit lately, everyone seems to be leaving me. I'm just so tired you know? I'm not sure anyone is even on here anymore but fuck I'm still posting because why the fuck not? I need to get it out somewhere right? And we all know counseling is bullshit so why not here? Fuck I'm rambling and I don't know anymore. I miss you a lot you know. I guess that's it for now. Fuck okay goodnight xx

awake_and_unafraid

Over 8 months without you. God I sound so stupid but I still haven't gotten over it. I miss you a lot you know. I always come back to your account hoping that you might still be here but leave empty handed. I wish you didn't do it. I wish I could've stopped you. I wish you were still here. I feel like everyone's kind of forgotten about you and they've moved on but I'll never forget. I just I don't know anymore. I love you a lot RJ. <3
          Laurenxx

awake_and_unafraid

It's been over 4 months without you. I miss you so much. I think of you every single day. I wish I could've stopped you or done something different but I know that you're in a better place now at least I really hope you are. I love and miss you so much 
          Lauren xx