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Fuck yesterday was 11 months and you're still not back. It's still not real to me. I probably wasn't effected nearly as much as your family but I still miss you. I don't know anymore. I've been pretty shit lately, everyone seems to be leaving me. I'm just so tired you know? I'm not sure anyone is even on here anymore but fuck I'm still posting because why the fuck not? I need to get it out somewhere right? And we all know counseling is bullshit so why not here? Fuck I'm rambling and I don't know anymore. I miss you a lot you know. I guess that's it for now. Fuck okay goodnight xx