seina994
Hello Jessie. Do you still remember me? I'm sorry if I forgot to check this account, but I just wanna tell you I'm doing fine, there are days that I'm not, but I'm still looking forward to hope, and continue living until now. I'm still on medication, because I can't sleep sometimes, but it's not that serious.
By the way, the cat that I've been taking care of before died last year, but guess what? My sister found another cat, and she knows that I'm still mourning my baby cat, and she gave it to me, told me that I know how to take care of them.
I also found new friends, and they were kind, humble and friendly, they let me feel what a family really was, to accept even my flaws and imperfection.
I learned how to draw for the past 3 years, and my friends taught me how to draw and share ideas too, I'm really glad that it saved me.
I miss you, I really do. If only we could only meet I will surely be a talker that I didn't usually do, but it doesn't matter because it's you. It's you who appreciated me, it's you who tried to comfort me at my lowest, it's you who were happy to chat with me, it's you who gave me a warmth welcome whenever I'm online, it's you who were making an effort to reach me, it's you who could give time and effort to surprise me and give me something unconditionally, it's you who gives me new hope to continue to go on, and it's you who saved me.
Jessie, I'm sorry if I'm still not the type of person that doesn't know how to rely these words in person, but I wanted you to know that, I'm happy not only while typing this, but also that I know you'll read it once you see this, I'm happy that I've met you and sad that I couldn't consistently contact you due to personal matters.
I'm also planning to go on vacation, like going somewhere that can make my heart at peace, like the ocean or anything that will be eye-catching.
-DreamingFirefly-
@seina994 So, yeah, I hope you have so much fun on your vacation, and if you want to, keep me updated, okay? I would love to know how your journey goes <333 Also a fair warning, I have stopped working actively on Wattpad, which is why I'm three days late to seeing your message. I usually log in once in a week or two weeks, so yeah, maybe I'll see your response soon. In the meantime, I hope you take good care of yourself and I love u loads *hugs*
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@seina994 Okay, so heyo! My first response was to squeak knowing you're doing fine, I missed you loads and sometimes did check upon your page, wasn't sure if you were going to respond, so I only skimmed over. I'm sincerely so happy to know you've been doing better. It's a long road ahead, but I am sure you will weather the storm, you always did, just like our Wanning, which, gosh, girl, I can't express my love for RanWan enough thanks to you. I have only fallen deeper into the rabbithole. Enough rambling about RanWan now! I am so sorry your cat passed away, but I am glad your sister managed to help you and give you another kitten to raise, have you already decided on a name for the kitten? I am even more glad that you managed to find friends who are like family to you *huggies* you really deserve all the happiness because you're like anyone else, a human with flaws and imperfection, who doesn't have them, hm? Also, I would love to see your drawings if you'd ever let me, if not, please know I will always be your silent pocket cheerleader, and I hope you never stop chasing your passions as long as it paints a smile across your face. Have you also still been writing for the past year(s)? I missed you too, a lot, a shit ton, so I can only express how happy I am knowing you're still going and managed to get through the worst. Like I said, I will forever be your pocket cheerleader, whether I'm near or far, know that I'll always be there to encourage you to continue chasing that flame keeping you shining bright, even if it flickers. It's okay, the past is the past, as long as you're doing okay, that is what matters to me the most, I hope you know that, kay? If you're interested in keeping up contacts or reaching out to me privately, let me know and we can always keep contact. Honestly, your message was so heartbreakingly sweet to read and my response is a random ramble about everything and repeating half of the things I said and I come words short *sighs*
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