Ej 💗

heyy how are you doing? you can always talk to me if you need to vent, yeah?

I feel so bad for indulging in the things that make me happy, but I also feel selfish for being upset and letting myself feel grief and anger and sadness. Because at least I am 'lucky' enough to be alive still...

Losing a loved one is hard... especially when you're her great-granddaughter, and you've made many years of memories with her, opening her talking lion cookie jar, running down the path that winds around her bungalow, spending hours studying the intricacies on the ornaments on her mantlepiece...
          
          I love her so much, and I can't imagine how I can live my life knowing she isn't going to be around anymore.
          
          Life goes on, I pray that nature will give her a soul a body where she can live a happy and prosperous life once again

Next chapter outttttttttttttt please read :>
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/368098158

Omfg I have music hw due on Tuesday that I haven't started. Ugh.

Also happy therianthropy day to anyone who celebrates it!!

not at school again lmao

I just realised I haven't updated in a few days, apologies, here is chapter six :)
          
          Apologies for the lack of activity/updates recently, school is draining and I also have cadets, so I'm not on as much. I'll be online when I can, but less often than I have been in the summer holidays and before etc. Everything to do with my school is going to crap, frankly. My headteacher is changing everything and I really dont cope well with changes, so my health is starting to get worse, as my FND has come back (by come back, i mean i've been getting the limb weakness and limb locking again) sooo yeah :,)
          
          On the upside, I could tell my music teacher what an inversion is :D
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/368098158

@-EJWrites- Nopee I love burritos!!

Bruh Im fucking starving right now, im craving buttered bread and dry pasta and a salted caramel club bar