// Epsilon //

bye pm’s lol
          how is this site still chugging on anywho, i don’t even touch the app on my phone aside TO check pms. now that these are gone…
          
          lmao
          
          
          ciao y’all, i’ll be perpetually active on discord:
          underscore2090

reply to this if you're still active lol im trying to prove a point

bbut here's the kicker

it’s about to be the new year, and yet the first half of AFTERMATH is still in the works… damn.
          
          doubt there’s anybody left who remembers it here though. i’m writing up a promotional short story to try and gather some scraps of interest in it, but i haven’t decided if i’ll post it exclusively on one site or on multiple (here, fanfiction.net, and Ao3 would likely be where i’d post)

happy thanksgiving

happy halloween y’all

man, can’t do shit rn. i got everything-block plaguing me

a little update on me:
          
          life’s been rough lol. to say the least.
          
          the surgeries are almost over, almost. they MAY need to do one more to see if they can take me off my meds.
          
          as for the meds, the side effects are in full swing now. i get what’s described my family friends “night terrors” (aka sleep paralysis but violently horrific) and im basically bipolar every other hour because the mood swings come and go like crazy.
          
          i get a lot of moments of clarity, a lot. where i am not under the influence of the medication and can reflect on actions i just did or actions in the past. but it’s become a worry for me now, because this medication is specifically known to cause rage (deadass called keppra rage) and that has indeed been happening…
          
          ANYWAYS. im reuploading a lot of things and working on AFTERMATH. the first batch shouuuld release sometime 2024, not sure though.
          im doing both better and worse and im just waiting for this whole mess to be over.
          
          and although im uploading here and posting announcements, i don’t think id call myself “fully back” yet. just here in passing until AFTERMATH’s first chapters are completed, i have a reupload to do, or i see a dm pop up in my notifications. i check other things periodically (namely an rp im in) but that’s about it, only happens every two days or so.
          
          if any of y’all from 2019-2020 are there, i love y’all, stay safe and have a great one ^^

does ANYBODY do long terms roleplays now or has that just died out?

ew, pretty soon im gonna have to go to disboard and amino for rp