R.i.p baby boy. You were my everything, and you still are. I know that you loved me too and I love how you texted me everyday before I went to school telling me to have a good day and to have fun, and we joked about that. I love how even with messaging as the only option, you made me smile, laugh, when I was sad. I know you told me not to be sad when you went but now it's so hard to be happy. You were my sunshine when the rain came, and with help of friends, I always got picked up in the end when I was down. I may have had moments where I spill my heart out to you, and you done the same, and whenever I'd tell you something you would actually listen. I know that you're up therm, right now, and you're in a better place. It's hard getting over you. It always will be. I want to imagine that you're still here and that tomorrow I'll wake up and there will be a message sent to me before I go to school and we'll be talking when I get back, but I know that won't happen. Ever again.
Baby, I love you so much. Don't you ever think I dint because you're up there right now and I know you can see me.
R.i.p baby boy
Forever and always
2000-2014