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Remember.?

the temperature is getting warmer and the fresh set of spring blooming around. I will miss my hoodies and jackets

it's been a while since I last wrote something. for the past three months I think I have been pinned down with exhaustion. I can't wait for vacations and back to my it girl era. this year is so tiring. I miss when I would watch movies all night long. 

none of my friends like to hangout it's so annoying

oh I think I should add this the last moments of 23 I spent it with my friends and family it was fun. we enjoyed so much

happy new year! let's not be hard to ourselves this year. I hope this year goes smoothly. I think it's one of the transition year for me and the one which could be much better if I tried. I hope I can do it! honestly I am a little scared but i think it will be okay, right? yes! I think I should sleep it's past midnight. let's hope for a better future. 
          
          this is also our first new year without any bts members! I hope they do well and get time to talk to their family and loved ones. it must be so hard but i hope they do well and come back. I miss them so much everyday. 
          
          I always made new year resolution but it never lasted so i thought if I want to do something I will do it in that heat of a moment rather than waiting a year to do it from the base. everyday is a new day and new start. wait I am being too intellectual haha. I will be going! let's stay warm. 

merry christmas. I didn't receive gifts this year which kinda made me disappointed but i think I am too old for it. ugh I am growing up. I will go for dinner tonight! 

going through old bts picture is such a therapy

I am thinking of starting a diary to write about the crumbs of the last month of the rollercoaster ride year. I kn this month will be the most thrilling. I don't want this year to be over so soon. didn't it just begin yesterday? sksks maybe I am being dramatic. I want to go on a trip. I think I need it. I also feel like I am being distant from my friends. I hope we get close again. okay I will logging off now. 
          
          june, 08-dec-2023

jungkook's lives are such a therapy. I will miss his lives so damn much. it was drizzling here. the weather is colder now. everyone stay warm! it's finally the season of hit chocolates while watching netflix and wearing our favorite jumper with fuzzy socks. winter was forever the brightest season for me but this year I don't feel the sparks. still I will enjoy. my exams are scheduled too. I am nervous but I will try to do my best <3