-Ghost-Flower-

Wow… It’s been two years since I was last here. So much has changed. I didn’t know what to do honestly. 
          
          I’ve been focusing on bettering myself and my mental health has improved some. I was finally able to get my hours cut at work. 
          
          I’m just trying to decide if I want to keep my account active or not. I have many fond memories with Wattpad. I kinda even want to revise my PUNXK applyfic/story. 
          
          However, after being gone for so long, so many things have changed on Wattpad. There are many thinks I don’t like (such as no private messages). I feel that Wattpad is now becoming more centered on original stories than fanfic. Which I don’t exactly mind, but it kinda feels like they are trying to push us out a little. 
          
          Not only that, I don’t know if any of my Wattpad friends are still active on here or not.
          
          Let me know your thoughts…

You know how on AO3 there is a lot of bingo challenges. Interested in trying it out? Here ya go:
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/327862737?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=-Ghost-Flower-&wp_originator=7xGF35Iw5hVCOAdxOiXRSoGBPypeapeE%2FR8rF7ryV%2FR%2Bnak38d3xH0umcNmqIzY2twFJrtbE98MRBbKoeA8L4EQI21Nn0YhRKWR9iPlETf4MADz94%2FAfJh6AjaVAnHix
          
          Also if anyone would like a shout or or anything just message me.
          I’m not super active because my life is hectic but I hope to be on here more and maybe continue my books. 

There’s also this Au & Plot Library you can check out! You might get inspiration for your next book or apply fic.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/311665789?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=-Ghost-Flower-&wp_originator=%2BxWc4MwCmd%2FY1DJ85eUWn9F1UKYQX5wy5SBo2%2BbrV58eEBR9PlexODdqnW3O0tQokPIHXeTJv01AG40zbLuWVPSET%2BifZSdq9xtwer1rB6LL%2FCKmKREcgnNOovAQG9%2Bz 

Hey, Check out this Kpop AU Edit Book!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/318501246?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=-Ghost-Flower-&wp_originator=daHU8S2ah3CcdDF5nr6LhgMZo7cEJZ1KwlcY4vNIRW%2Bsnlgr4Rl7rqkIqZnyTTOD0%2FpLUqegy1Qgk%2FWsZwut6jmMLyT0f4m0yWnBKVzypHjkzpeZJTsGuyFv4q099dXl

Hey, I know I’m not very active but you should check out this adorable bean. @ShySandwich 
          
          She has left so many cute and sweet comments on my books and has actually recommended me a couple good books along with help regarding keeping me books organized. She also is just a sweet person. She genuinely loves helping people so please give her some love. 

I’ve currently been (and still am) taking a bit of a break for my mental health. A lot has been going on in my life and I just haven’t had time or energy for Wattpad. I love writing and reading but there’s been so much going on that I just feel like writing doesn’t give me the same satisfaction that it used to. When I’m writing there’s that little voice in the back of my head that’s telling me my time is better spend studying or working more. But writing is also the thing that keeps me from burning myself out. There’s just been a lot of things causing me to question myself. I feel like I’m constantly letting people down. So far my short break has definitely helped me clear my mind, work on my self love and overall deal with everything going on in a healthy way. I am doing better than I was before but I’m still working on it. From losing friends to just daily family disagreements and stressing about my schooling and future, I’m coming up with ways to handle it all. I’ve reached out for help and am receiving it. I just wanted to give a small explanation for my short disappearance. I hope to be back regularly soon! As I am going to try and ease myself back into social media slowly. Once again, don’t worry about me because I’m doing well now and have been handling everything in a safe and healthy way. I hope everyone else has been doing well and is staying safe!

I won’t be active for a few days (I’ll probably will be back by Monday). It was very short notice and I’m currently rushing to get my bags packed. I won’t have very great internet and I doubt that I’ll be able to write anything or respond quickly.
          
          :)

That moment when you realize you should be sleeping but you’re instead writing a chapter for your unpublished book and planning out chapters for your applyfic. Sleep? Who is that. All I know is insomnia. 

Hello! Is anyone looking to join an applyfic? If so, here’s one to check out!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1094092390?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=-Ghost-Flower-&wp_originator=42%2FGQUo78zfTvfoYjROaGVtjYW6vQyZXShe58q98K76ZFRFBrXuMzWjH3%2Fl26ONwthbjBG%2BEdFSzrkqce%2FkwhzhZ8%2B6HnB0AQKRQ06fyPIz1Qim6mcHVLtfvJ%2B%2F7A1OV 

Hi everyone, I’m back! (I didn’t really leave but I was not very active)! 
          
          I updated PUNXK Media book, I added some covers of the boys. I am currently in the process of writing three chapters. The one chapter for the main story has over 7000 words and I’m not even done with it yet TT. I have a short bonus chapter under construction. And I am taking ideas for the next Longer bonus chapter. I have a couple ideas but I want to know what you would like to see. Plot ideas, ships, struggles, conflicts, romance, character spotlights, any suggestions are welcome! You can DM me or just respond under this or neither! It’s up to you! I have also thought about making a PUNXK Discord server, what are your thoughts?
          
          Also I have a few new book ideas. Not going to start any new ones yet.... but I’m currently thinking about a hybrid txt x reader or a BNHA applyfic or a Percy Jackson themed applyfic. I’m not going to act on these anytime soon.
          
          I might open up my rping again? Idk. I still need to renovate and revamp my rp books. They be mighty cringey.
          
          Thanks for taking the time to read my mini word vomit here. I hope you have a wonderful happy amazing day/night! Also HAPPY PRIDE MONTH