Naz!

↠ I am a child of God the Most High!
↠  God is my refuge and rock!

I have no idea who is reading this, but I have something to say that I want the whole world to hear, tonight I realized something very important, that I am broken, bruised, bleeding person, I'm not perfect, I have done many things that I regret, I always wanted to be in control try to stop the invitable from happening, stop my friends my loved ones from being hurt, but I can't. God is the only person that can, he is the one in control the Almighty, the Everlasting. Tonight one of my best friends, sent me a text they were heading to the hospital because she is suicidal, I wanted to be in control, I wanted to be there to help her, but in the end I realized, God is the only one that can help her. I know many of you don't believe in God, and to be honest I wasn't really sure myself, I was hurting, mad at him, for all he did to me. But he did it for a reason, I know that, it may have not seemed like it at the time, but in the end, I know why, he has a purpose for me. And I am going to take it a day at a time, I'm no saint, no perfect person, but God wants me and thats all that matters, he loves me unconditionally, he is my rock. You may think I am a stupid idiot, but honestly I don't care what people think anymore,  I know many unsaved broken people, and I am going to start praying for them, for them to see what I saw tonight.  Call me names , or anything for my trust is in the Most High God, the King of Kings, Lord of Lords, my Almighty God. Have a great day and god bless everyone single one of you!