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i got caught doing sh for the like 5th time how stupid am i IJBOLLLLLl

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@10blocked ❤️ im ok dont worry, ive been doing it since early 2024 and i dont plan on healing or recovering, sorri
          	  
          	  but we can exchange socials, ofc!
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@-H3ARTS4MYN3WL0VER__  oh my gosh, I know we’ve never met irl and I’m rarely online but please stop. Continuing doing that to yourself only makes things worse and I know you posted this a long while ago but I can’t help but feel worried. I wish I was there for you during this hard period of your life but I won’t excuse what you’ve done to yourself. Despite the cruelties and injustices that happen literally everyday and probably bad stuff happen to you too…you decide to make it worse. If you want to feel like life is improving you have to act like it. Which is by not doing sh! It doesn’t help you or make you feel better you just get worse and spiral out of control so, stop. Don’t allow that voice or persona control you and make you worse. Find a persons that makes you better, that makes you improve, and I know. This is all just meaningless words or it may seem futile to you, but it isn’t for me. Not one bit. Oh my friend, I miss you dearly and I hope we can meet one day. But until then PLEASEEE take good care of yourself, try your best to improve and succeed. If you ever need anyone I am here!! Also I think we should exchange socials so we can keep in touch. Love ya mate 
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-H3ARTS4MYN3WL0VER__

i got caught doing sh for the like 5th time how stupid am i IJBOLLLLLl

-H3ARTS4MYN3WL0VER__

@10blocked ❤️ im ok dont worry, ive been doing it since early 2024 and i dont plan on healing or recovering, sorri
            
            but we can exchange socials, ofc!
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10blocked

@-H3ARTS4MYN3WL0VER__  oh my gosh, I know we’ve never met irl and I’m rarely online but please stop. Continuing doing that to yourself only makes things worse and I know you posted this a long while ago but I can’t help but feel worried. I wish I was there for you during this hard period of your life but I won’t excuse what you’ve done to yourself. Despite the cruelties and injustices that happen literally everyday and probably bad stuff happen to you too…you decide to make it worse. If you want to feel like life is improving you have to act like it. Which is by not doing sh! It doesn’t help you or make you feel better you just get worse and spiral out of control so, stop. Don’t allow that voice or persona control you and make you worse. Find a persons that makes you better, that makes you improve, and I know. This is all just meaningless words or it may seem futile to you, but it isn’t for me. Not one bit. Oh my friend, I miss you dearly and I hope we can meet one day. But until then PLEASEEE take good care of yourself, try your best to improve and succeed. If you ever need anyone I am here!! Also I think we should exchange socials so we can keep in touch. Love ya mate 
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everything has been so happy ? I laugh and giggle and curl up at the slightest thing, i laugh uncontrollably at things i randomly remember, things that arent even funny, my normally color desaturated environment is more colorful for some reason, even cold and uncomfortable and itchy im still happy?? i laughed at smth i dont remember and then curled back and laughed at my screen reflecting onto the roof like a madman ijbol. I have the worst headache and im still happy OH SO JOYFUL!!! Ive been truly happy for the first time in a looong fucking time and + i no longer have that feeling of a pitted whole in my chest or like feeling empty inside/ disassociating/ and feeling depressed. Good sign chat?!

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Imjust read the best. skk x reader fic where it talks about postpartum depression and i love it sommuch but the author hasnt posted since march, and the last update on it was 2024. theyre on semi-hiatus i think and im so sad. I want to see more oh my god i hate this one of the major moments i loved was where reader took the baby and hugged it while taking a bath and started to scream and fight when they took away the baby and dazai like. Slapped them and said smth like “blablabla kids blablabla if youre sick go get help.” I am so happy. But also sad. i wanna see how this plays out. And how like they resolve all this and see if they treat reader better and if not what they do. I am gen so happy i hope the author comes back and posts another chapter. FUCCK IM SO MAD AT DAZAI BRU. what an asshole both chuuya and dazai were worried about just the kids and give them attention more than user + they also like. Um have user to everything and left them alone to do EVERYTHING by themselves when the twins were first born for two months, havent even married them yet, never greeted them when they got back, were upset that user was closed off and didnt have a dinner ready, never comfort user, GOT THEM PREGNANT RIGHT AFTER THEY HEALED LIKE FUCKING IMMEDIATELY :sob: are incompetent and dont know how to take care of the baby, theyre not even fiances yet oh fuckkk im so mad. Ok sorry for the rant i really love this fic and i rant about stuff i um like sorry for the rant, if u want the link u can jus ask they also have many more AMAZING LIKE AMAZING fucking fics (dont ask/read their works if you dont wanna be genuinely ranting about how u want another part bcz the last chapter was 2024/lefton a cliffhanger/a one-shot. Have a good day everyone ^_^