oh god i’m alive again i haven’t been on here in ages.
loosing a friend is hard, especially if you’ve known them for so long and it really hits you hard. i know i have, and when they are so young you think that they’d have a nice life ahead of them. when you loose them to suicide, it’s worse. when you know that they are alive, but somehow you just can’t help them no matter how much you try. it’s hard, knowing this and watching them slowly die in front of you, even if they aren’t dead yet they are dead inside. you can’t prevent the future, if it’s a car crash, natural occurrence or a suicide. only in some cases you have full control over it, but that’s not always the case. if you’ve lost someone, or need someone to talk to about depression or anything, get help or talk to me. i hate seeing other people struggle in silence, and every life matters no matter if your asian, white, black, middle eastern, girl, boy, nb, trans, part of the lgbtq+ or anyone.
