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{This is a vent. It's really long so you don't have to read it if you don't want to, I'm just not doing good and I wanted to write about it.}
TRIGGER WARNING --> Talk of eating + mental disorders, medication, issues with parents/parental figures, issues with school (I think that could be a trigger for some people??)
I give up on school, life, my mom and everything else.
A while ago my mom took me off my ADHD meds that I fucking need because I have trouble focusing in school (this is due to the fact that with my case of ADHD, I have lots of trouble focusing on things I'm not interested in). The entire seventh grade I've been skipping classes, not doing assignments, barely participating in anything and if I even went to class, I would not listen to anything what-so-ever and go do other things. Even though THIS has been happening, she hasn't even thought of putting me back on my medication.
Another thing on top of that: My big brother told me today that my mom and her boyfriend called me anorexic behind my back. Tonight my mom decided we'd be making our own dinner for ourselves tonight. I haven't been hungry for a while because I ate lunch at 3 pm, so I didn't make anything for dinner. Another thing to note is that I have also been a very picky eater all my life, and anything that I think doesn't smell/look good is probably gonna go in the trash. I guess my mom was getting pissy about that so she decided to talk about it with him. I don't think they actually care about it, because if you really think you're child is going through something, you'd actually have a conversation with them about it. The only thing that she's ever did that comes close to a conversation is her yelling at me for throwing out food because she paid for it.