-Helpmylife-

Whooo I can’t decide if I’m proud or disappointed in myself— I hooked up with a friend— it was honestly a lotta fun- I like him— it’s just that like everything about it is— not— like— idk— a good idea? And he doesn’t date so that sucks— he’s still talking to me, so I take it he wants it to be more then a one night thing? It sounded like he wanted to get closer as my friend, it’s just— haha feelings— anytime I kiss anyone or anything suddenly here come feelings— 
          	
          	Which suck— I mean the whole premise was that it was ‘just the sex’ and like if we do it again I can be okay with that, it’s not like I can be hurt, when that was the whole premise since before anything happened— it’s all just bleh XD 
          	
          	ION EVEN LIKE CIS BOYS USUALLY so this is 
          	
          	Weird 
          	
          	If you know me irl and you saw this— no you don’t :)