Please don't hurt yourself. As a person who is going through the same thing as you are, I understand how you feel. But please, keep on fighting, have faith, things will get better. I hope this gets through to you because you are beautiful you do matter, you are loved and cared for. I know this sounds cheezy but it's true as can be.
Please don’t hurt yourself is not worth on your beautiful skin you need to be happy and have fun with writting.. Let it out your frustration ok? love ya