-JOESTARSTOY-

I have not been on here

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I guess it’s safe to say that I’ll be on a semi-long hiatus. I just haven’t been “inspired,” my mental health declined, I've been mentally exhausting with planning stuff, I just felt like I put a lot of effort in writing some of my fanfics, and I felt like nobody liked them. Therefore that was the reason why I deleted painkiller and all of my other fanfics

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@cxmerynx thank you</3
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cxmerynx

:(( alright ! stay safe ! and i’m always here to text if you need someone to talk to :,)
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hey-aiko

How are you doing?!

hey-aiko

Heya, sorry for the late reply! It’s been hell since my mental health isn’t doing so good! But, thankfully, I will be getting therapy!
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-JOESTARSTOY-

Heyyy I’m doing good! Thanks for asking. How are you, though? How are you feeling?
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raevvy

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-JOESTARSTOY-

Sometimes I just think about giving up on writing, like I enjoy it but I just idk I don’t think people enjoy or like my writing… I might consider leaving Wattpad.

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Honestly thank you! I think I really needed to hear that, I’ve always compared my writing to other writers and it kinda made me doubt my writing skills
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hey-aiko

Trust me! I know exactly how you feel, I didn’t get votes, reads, comments for at least months. I wasn’t growing, I constantly compared myself to other authors who already had 2k reads, I was thinking maybe people aren’t interest? No one likes this? No one likes this fandom etc. You will definitely find your niche! Keep going and enjoy the process, you enjoying writing and publishing brings in a lot of readers! Also, updates now and then will help too! Doesn’t need to be constant! Update when you can and it’s the quality you want! 
            
            I wanted to give up at one point but, I am growing at a good rate! I found a great community! I trust you!
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-JOESTARSTOY-

Thank you! I just feel like the effort I put into my fics isn’t appreciated, I mean I go days with headaches from just proofreading and making sure it’s understandable and clear for everyone to read
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