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Bitch...asshole...that's all I'll ever be, I'm never defended, and I can't defend myself cause I'll get in trouble, I want to run away from it but I can't, it always follows...it'll never leave...I believe I'm a disappointment now, I disappoint my family... My mother won't do anything to stop my suffering, I want the pain to just leg go of me, is this what depression finally feels like? Along with anxiety on top of it?...I need help out of the dark, help me find the light once again, I just need friends to help me, lift me up...pull me out of this ever growing dark hole of nothingness, a hole where dreams die, and happiness dies, a place where the person you once knew is not you...I want to be pulled back to happiness, a place where I won't be judged for who I am. A place where I feel loved, where I feel that I'm important...please lift my crushed spirits...before I'm forever broken, I don't want to shatter, help me pick up my pieces piece by piece, and restore my faith in humanity, I refuse to let this take me down, I down right refuse.