:p

Hold up I found you in Thomas’ cult chat while you were writing the best book in history?!

What if I turned this into an admin acc??
          
          Nah, jkjk...
          
          Unless...

Flashback to the time I had multiple nightmares of my dad trying to murder me in different ways which scared me shitless and it got so bad that for nearly 2 months I couldn't fall asleep until I had those youtube videos of peaceful widelife sounds playing in the background

aaaAAA IM CRYINg-
          
          I love my aunt so muchhh-
          
          I want my hair to be cut short but my mom doesn’t want me to because “You’ll look like a boy” (My Demi-Girl ass is angy) and I told my Aunt. So my aunt said that she’ll slowly cut my hair shorter every time she does it so my mom doesn’t notice it’s getting short and by the time she does I’ll be 18 and she won’t control me-
          
          Im shaking this is the best fAMILY MEMBER I HAVE AND I ONLY SEE HER LIKE 4 - 6 TIMES A YEARRRRRRR :<

( I posted this on my rant book on an alt but no one reads it so f )
          
          So for years I've been insecure about my laugh, it's really loud and obnoxious. I get really upset whenever someone makes fun of it or insults it or anything like that. Not only is it rude - especially since it's normally coming from people who aren't close to me or who I don't talk to a lot - but making fun of someone's laugh is just fucked up. Laughing is LITERALLY an expression of joy. That's literally like someone going, "Haha, your happy is so gross!"
          
          So my mom is sitting on the couch, I'm sitting on a different couch, and my sister is in a chair. I'm watching random videos, all of them are comedy-based so I laughed a lot. My mom decides it's a great idea to say. "Can you please stop doing that? It's getting annoying."
          
          To which I respond with, "Mom, I'm just laughing."
          
          So she says, "Well stop."
          
          And now I want to die.
          
          Normally I can handle this when it's some random stranger or my friend doing it, but this is my mom.
          
          okay rant over now bye.

// gUYS AT 3:00 AM TONIGHT (EST) HAMILTON OFFICIALLY COMES OUT TO DISNEY PLUS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

what if I told you i just had anOther mental breakdown but this time for literally no reason like i was just reading and suddenly i started sobbing and since im home alone it was loud and ugly and i literally couldnt breathe and it was all over after i ate cereal

// I need someone to PM me something; the notifs on my other acc are fucked up right now and I need to know if they’re fucked up here too

// How do you gently disobey your mother?

*coughs in animal crossing is the only thing keeping me from having a self harm breakdown but if I get grounded when grades come out then I won't have any devices to play it on.*