For the love of god please tell me you are really still alive?! I love your book! I love you in a wierd i dont really know you way! Please, I'm begging you, tell me you didnt kill yourself....if i can fight through life so can you. I dont know what you are going through, but you will get through it, if you are still here, i know that life sucks, and right now death is the only answer, and i want to die too. Just stay. Please dont go. I know that i dont know you nor have i ever messaged you before, but please stay. It will get better for in the future...if you are still stuck in this hell please stay to see your future, your life, see who you fall in love with, you can do it. All im trying to say is that even though i cut and hate life i am still here, i have hope that it will get better. And you can have all my hope, all my faith take it!! Just please for the love of god if you are still slive STAY!! And if you truly are gone, i will miss reading your updates, and i hope you are finally at peace. I honestly want you to stay, stay strong MY warrior.<3