I'm so stressed wtf, I can't do anything I truly enjoy. The only thing that I have to do everyday is study, practice, and do whatever to keep being a high honor student. But I really want to be able to do what I actually enjoy, such as writing and drawing. Yet sadly, I cannot due to the fact na tambak na tambak ako sa mga gawain (the pain of being a president, leader in every groupings, and a literal try hard). My social life isn't that good either, I always feel left out sa cof ng classroom ko, all of my true friends ay nasa ibang section. I feel like I'm only being used, it's like my only worth is my grades. I don't know anymore, I just want to not be bothered by anything at all but I can't.
Is this a small rant because I'm super stressed to the point I'm crying my eyes out (with a timer bcs I can't waste time)? Yes, probably.
Sorry for not updating for a long time, I'll try to finish up chapter 9 when I have some free time :((
I miss writing and publishing chapters then reading comments