bella ᥫ᭡

how do i start conversation with this boy who NEVER speaks to anyone ????????

chapter two out now !!!!!!
          https://www.wattpad.com/1492809818?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_story_details&wp_uname=-KOBBIESLVR

first chappy out now
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/382931671?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=-KOBBIESLVR

jobe bellingham book ??????

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          slither slither

the urge to make an arthur tv locked in book

hey skibidirizzler

          
          i never usually talk about myself, (on some occasions), but this time i just want to talk to my message board (no need to reply..)
          
          as some may of seen my other messages, i have been recently trying to find who i am, truly, and not the person i 'think' i am.
          
          for the past few months, i have been questioning myself for who i am, or more specifically who i am into. 
          
          for now i believe i am bisexual, which may change, and i am fine with that. 
          
          for my whole life, i've never even considered the fact that i might be like this. but recently, my mindset just hasn't hopped off it, and i just think this is right for me.
          
          i don't plan on telling anyone, because for my friends and family, they aren't really supportive, well atleast i think.
          
          one of my closest friends ever replied to my question 'what would you say if i was gay' as a little joke, not expecting an actual reply to it. her words being 'i wouldn't be friends with you anymore' which has really affected me. i love that friend, more than anything (not in that way lol) and to lose her would honestly wreck me.
          
          and with my family, are all christian.  but for me, i've been trying to find my place in this society, and it's an honest struggle, as they are dead set on their values and beliefs.
          
          there's been countless rumours at school about who i am, and it's not helping at all. my mental health isn't in the right spot at the moment, and this app is basically the only thing keeping me sane at the moment, and honestly i can put my thoughts and inner feelings into my pieces, and the last thing i'd want is to stop posting.
          
          2024 has been filled with ups and downs for me, and now i want to change that, and it starts with my life being switched for the better.
          
          2025 aboutta be LIT 

ILY BELLA 

growing up in a homophobic society whilst being gay is NOT for everyone ☹️