-Knightmare_Pilot-

//im trying so hard to keep myself for all of my accounts, but i really am struggling….

hivemindd

/    the thing au
          
          “Blood test? No, no, I’m not doing that—why would I? I feel fine, perfectly fine. Nothing wrong with me, nothing at all. I don’t need some needle to tell me that, I know I’m fine… there’s no reason, no purpose for it…”

hivemindd

“Stay close, Lelouch… we are not alone in this forsaken place. Shadows move with hungry eyes upon us—predators that breathe in silence. Do not heed any voice that calls your name… for they wear our tongues as masks.”

hivemindd

/    TW
          
          “Shut up… shut up—SHUT UP! They’re clawing, gnawing, chewing through my skull and I can’t make them stop! One more word—just one more—and I’ll rip it all open, I’ll carve it out with my own hands if I have to! Maybe then… maybe then they’ll choke on the silence they’ve stolen from me…”

-Knightmare_Pilot-

@hivemindd //
            
                  Lelouch presses his face into his hair and he spoke to him, “look at you. You’re doing it.” He smiled as he kept his hold on him he wouldn’t let him go, “also I won’t let go of you I promise.”
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hivemindd

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                 The man’s carefully maintained composure was gone, stripped away and replaced by someone lost, uncertain, and breaking. Normally, he withdrew into silence during a manic episode, but this time was different. The whispers clawing at his mind were darker, more insistent—enough to fracture him. His arms clung tightly to Lelouch, as if letting go would make him vanish. Bit by bit, his ragged breathing began to steady under the other’s touch, the only thing managing to soothe him when nothing else could. “Don’t… apologize…” he rasped, his throat raw from strain. “Just… don’t let go. Please.”
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-Knightmare_Pilot-

@hivemindd //
            
                  He just held him close and he gently started to play with the others hair. He was trying everything he could to help him out more. “I’m trying I promise.” He just held onto him and he spoke, “I’m not the greatest with helping like this I’m sorry…”
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