-LUCENT

hey! hope you're all doing good, & are keeping safe during this pandemic. be sure to keep up to date w your meals, and stay hydrated (:
          	
          	just wanted to lyk that i am in fact going to be taking a break from this acct, for some unknown reason. not exactly in the mood for this sort of theme/aesthetic, and my writing style is unbelievably horrific.
          	
          	will definitely not be continuing "todb", but i wont be unpublishing it either. "trtc" will stay, but i may take it down in the near future if i feel as tho it isnt good enough.
          	
          	may be creating a new acct, so if you're interested in any new material i will post, then check out my bio from time to time, and a tag to it will appear at some point tonight.
          	
          	stay well, & be sure to love yourself <3

-LUCENT

hey! hope you're all doing good, & are keeping safe during this pandemic. be sure to keep up to date w your meals, and stay hydrated (:
          
          just wanted to lyk that i am in fact going to be taking a break from this acct, for some unknown reason. not exactly in the mood for this sort of theme/aesthetic, and my writing style is unbelievably horrific.
          
          will definitely not be continuing "todb", but i wont be unpublishing it either. "trtc" will stay, but i may take it down in the near future if i feel as tho it isnt good enough.
          
          may be creating a new acct, so if you're interested in any new material i will post, then check out my bio from time to time, and a tag to it will appear at some point tonight.
          
          stay well, & be sure to love yourself <3

-LUCENT

happy new year, to all my wonderful twelve followers!
          i hope you all have a wonderful day,
          + achieve all your new years resolutions.
          
          let's just hope that this year is better than 2020, haha,
          have a good day, & a good year
          ily all <33
          

-LUCENT

@_ragha_ you too! have a lovely day <3
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_ragha_

@-LUCENT  happy new year!
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-LUCENT

one time, around four am, i was talking to a friend, & he said "wanna play truth or dare?" so i said "sure", bc who doesnt like truth or dare? & he asked me a question. he said: "what is the worst thing you have ever done?" at first, i didnt understand, bc well, it was like four in the morning, & i was tired, + i genuinely didnt know. so i said "idk". he didnt believe me, but didnt push me on it, & i asked him the same question. he answered. fast forward to around half an hour later. i hit my head on the wall, & being weird, i thought i was gonna die, so i tried to fall asleep. dumb, ik. but anyway, he stayed awake for another ten minutes or so, & i cant remember exactly what he said, but it was sum like another truth question, bc i chose truth. ofc, i didnt reply, bc i was being a big baby, thinking i was dying. anyway, go ahead to ten am. i messaged him saying something like "dude, im sorry." + "i hit my head, & died" bc im dramatic + cool like that. then, i decided to answer his truth question i didnt (the first one ab the worst thing). i said "the worst thing ive ever done is ignore you for those few days". see, i have these sort of phases, where i suddenly disappear for some time, & simply just shut off. i did that a few times, whilst friends w him, but one time it was bad, bc i was gone for almost a week, & nobody knew where i had gone, bc i didnt keep in touch w anyone. anyway, i lied. that wasnt the worst thing ive ever done. i genuinely didnt know what it was; but i felt like i owed him an answer, bc he shared something really personal w me : continued in replies, 

beautanol

@-LUCENT this was so... inspirational.  um. thank you. 
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-LUCENT

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see, the point of this story, is that i realised what the worst thing ive ever done is. last night, up until three am, i was awake, regretting doing this stupid thing. it was hating myself. im never going to get those years back. i wont be ten again. i wont be eleven again. i wont be twelve again. but i am thirteen, rn. i have a month or so till i turn fourteen, & i swear to god, i am going to make myself so very happy, bc i owe it to myself. i fucking owe it to those years i missed out on. i need it. i want it. & im going to get it. the moral of this story is, dont waste your life. dont hate yourself. trust me, you will regret it, sfm, & it's going to hurt sm. i understand that you never asked for this life, but you have been blessed, & should live it to its fullest.
            
            ty for reading <3
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-LUCENT

sO, im planning on publishing tsbnaabom on this account, now- 
          i have absolutely zero motivation + ideas, however, & probably wont publish the first chapter for a while.
          but that's besides the point. see, the thing u need to know, is that iT'S BEING PUblishED AGAin
          
          yaysies <33

-LUCENT

new theme: good, or nah?

-LUCENT

@livvi-_ simple is good!!
            makes is stand out from the rest
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livvi-_

@-LUCENT Haha think it is too simple idk
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-LUCENT

@livvi-_ noo, urs is so gorgeous,
            & i love it sm 
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incarnadine-

Faouzia omgg

incarnadine-

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@-LUCENT can relate , she is a fucking legend
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