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Update coming to No pain No gain very very soooon

I plan on dropping some chapters this month to one of my Haikyuu!X knb fics
          
          i have a bunch of chapters written on paper, but i need to transfer them to drive(which IS my editing process)

i forgot to announce both of my last posts,(i think)-and i aint typing it again, so just look below

(forgot to announce my last post-ooopp)
          
          alternate title to -no pain no gain: this isn't just a game\
          the ball is in your court now (the ball's/ don't add the work now at the end)

alternate title to -no pain no gain: this isnt just a game
          
          the ball is in yoru court now (the ball's/ dont add the work now at the end)

Even though no one is gonna fucking see this- i just realized that the only time i ever think im pretty is when im crying...
          
          
          AND WHY IS THAT????
          BECAUSE THAT'S THE ONLY TIME IM BEING MYSELF

I dont feel like enough. 
          
          also i kinda want to move to japan bc they seem to just have it together more and have such a beautiful country and culture. I defiantly am not old enough to do that but in the far future i would love to. also learning Japanese is hardddddddddddddddd. ive been off and on with it for a year and have learned nothingggggggggg(my fault for not being dedicated enough)
          
          (and i dont mean to be shallow???? or racist??? i just really do love the thought of it.(i would clearly learn about the government and visit and learn the language before ever thinking about moving there. but again this is more of a post for future me so that i can remember my thoughts and desires(this was a completely random rant... srry)))

More of my fav songs
          
          Roses Are Red by Jon Caryl
          Welcome to Wonderland by Anson Seabra
          All the Kids are Depressed by Jerrmy Zucker

My two new/ recent songs that have worked their way up to my favorites
          
          Boy BI by Mad Tsai
          
          Fat Funny Friend by Maddie Zahm

OKAY OKay okay
          
          
          I have this AWEFUL metal hairbrush that causes dandruff (since it is scraping your SCALP OFF) and I was leaning in really close the the mirror to see what was going on, then thEN THEN i spot a sparklie thing. It looked like my hair was shiny. For a split second i thought that it was one of my few pieces of dyed hair that look white, but those are grown out to half my hair length and this piece of hair was silver to the root. NEXT i start fiddling with it to see if it looks the same in all lightings and it DOES!!! (You have to look at he root to really see it) I have a fantastically beautiful piece of silver hair!!! I would happily take an entire head of hair this color!!! It reminds me of the moon on water, or melted silver before someone casts it. It is so ducking pretty and i ran around the house having my family check to make sure i was not crazy. I don't see any others (and i looked up that this could be from either an auto immune disease i have or stress(i have been under an immense amount of stress lately)) but i am too afraid to part my hair to look closer cause i might lose were it is. It is not noticeable at ALL but it is around a fingers width away from my hair line opt not super hard to search for. I literally had my first thought be that i wanted to dye my whole head this color. Why do people try and hide their "grey"(beautifully silvery fluid gorgeousness) instead of showing their confidence...
          
          that was rhetorical i can under stand why people have issues with appearances or just don't want to get old yet.
          
          I am literally barely in high school and know people practically seven times my age with silver hair, so its not like I'm having a midlife crisis (I hope. I wanna make it to my thirties please) 
          
          I CANNOT GET OVER how striking it is. Some people say grey hair is likely gonna be coarse and/or wirey but i don't feel that.
          
          The hair is at LEAST three to five inches (that is a wide range XD IK) so I'm disappointed i didn't see it sooner!